The visuals, and of course humiliation

I stare down at Rachel as she continues to roll my balls. The sensation is wonderful and despite my humiliation, I can feel the effect of this goddess manipulating them. I am starting to go hard. "John, get on your knees. I don't want to keep looking up at you. Come and kneel in front of me" I kneel down in front of her. She moves her legs apart to create space for me and I realise I can see right up her skirt and can see her bare pussy. I look up and realise that she has seen me looking.

"John I know this is hard for you, but I want you to trust me, and I know you are having a difficult time so if you want to look at me that is okay. I am happy to give you a little bit of encouragement so that you will open up to me, but you need to be 100 percent honest with me about what turns you on. Do you understand?" I nod and can't help staring at her pussy. My cock is now straining against my cage and my balls are starting to go purple with the pressure.

"Tell me what it is that turns you on about your wife cuckolding you?"

"It's the visual image of seeing Helen in a sexual position, being able to see it from a third party perspective" I try to explain.

"You mean you want to see your wife being pleasured by a man in a way that you can't. Is it that a superior lover can made her moan and orgasm like a porn star"

"Yes" a whisper. Somehow, I didn't feel able to contradict the way she had changed the tone of what I said. And there was an element of truth in what she said although that is not how I would have expressed it.

"And what else. You are hard now and there is no visual of Helen is there? What else?" a slightly more demanding tone now. I hesitate, **** to confess my deepest turn-ons because they also apply to this goddess. She can see my struggle. She reaches forward and fondles my cock and balls, sending pleasure though my body. Her face is inches from my face, I can smell her perfume and I am lost in her eyes. "John, I am trying to encourage you to be completely honest with me so that I can help you.

In a way, this is my greatest fantasy come to life, this goddess being so intimate with me, yet it is incredibly humiliating and makes me feel inferior to her given the situation which if course was making me as hard as steel in my cage, and causing my balls no end of pain. I feel overwhelmed by the situation and for want of a better option tell the honest truth "I'm not sure why, but I am incredibly turned on by being dominated by a sexy woman, and the erotic the situation the more submissive I find myself. I seem to find the humiliation of being told I am inferior and being made to confess my weaknesses by a beautiful woman incredibly erotic"

A smile of understanding, so reassuring when I have just opened myself up completely "So it turns you on being submissive to me?"

"Yes" no more than a whisper

"Would it make you feel more comfortable calling me Mistress when we are like this" my cock twitched in my cage, and I almost came. I could tell she felt my response. And so lost in sub-space, my response was instinctive "Yes, Mistress" Another kind smile of understanding.

"So why does it trouble you so much, your wife taking you on this journey?" Still rolling my balls in the palm of her hand to encourage me.

"I feel betrayed that she is doing this to me, and not consulting me to do it with me. I feel I am losing her, Mistress"

"Okay, I understand. So if you felt secure in your relationship it would be okay?"

"It would be better Mistress, but the consent is still important to me"

"Which is more important to you, consent or being dominated?"

I though hard. My emotions were confused and I was genuinely unsure "I genuinely don't know which it is. Do you think it's important"

"We'll work around it. My sense is that you are deeply submissive and want to be dominated by a beautiful woman, hence why you are opening up to me. Does that make sense?" I nod agreement, tongue tied.

"I will try and find a suitable time to talk to Helen and find out what she thinks, whilst keeping this conversation secret. I will try and influence her to make sure you are both okay. Does that sound good?"

"Yes, thank you" The mix of her sensual touch, the relief of her help, and the situation with this goddess was just about bringing me to my climax. Then she let go and stood up. "You need to get dressed now. I will call you when I want to talk to you again about this" and with that she left the room to let me get dressed. I have never been so close to such a mind blowing orgasm and been left to hang so badly. Whilst on the outside I tried to remain calm, on the inside I was screaming.

I dressed and let myself out to go home, head spinning.