The Talk

One time there was a girl that I loved, and she was more my age. Anytime I wanted to ask her out, or admit my feelings, I just froze and couldn't do anything. It's happening again. Anytime I want to enter Michelle's office I just walk right past the door, or it seems fate is conspiring against me and she's not in there. I would think that I should be able to talk to the woman who swallowed my semen, but maybe some insecurities go deeper. Every single passing period I walked passed that door, even though it took me across campus at one point. "Psst," I heard directed at me, I looked around and saw Nick. I had been so preoccupied that I forgot he was even in this class. "It's the girl isn't," he whispered to me.

"Yeah," I whispered back.

"Does she have class?"

"No, not really."

"But she's here right?" I nodded. "Well then go to the 'bathroom'," Nick whispered with air quotes.

"I will," I said but I just sat there for minutes.

"Geez, you're hopeless." I wanted to get up and leave just to spite him, but... I couldn't. A couple more minutes passed. I then felt a release and the air smelled different, not a describable difference though. I then felt a water-like drip come from my nose, and I saw a red circle on my notebook. "Ah, shit," I softly said to myself and got up to put tissues on my nose.

"Josh, are you alright?" the Teacher asked.

"Uh, yeah, just a bloody nose, should be gone in a soon." I lifted the tissues and saw the large red wet spot. I glanced over at the teacher, and knew that they knew it wasn't stopping anytime soon.

"Josh, please go to the nurse."

"I- uh- alright."

I entered the Michelle's office and she looked up, "Oh hey- Geez bud, bloody nose? Alright tilt your head forward, pinch the bridge of your nose, and I'll get an ice pack." I sat on the 'bed' where I was helped out the day before. She came back with a garbage can, an ice pack, and sat next to me to hold the pack against the back of my neck. I felt her face come close to my ear, and she started to whisper, "If your done with a tissue you can throw it away and get a new one." The whispering relaxed me and gave me goose bumps.

"Can we talk?" I asked her with a nasally voice from holding my nose.

She backed away from my ear and returned with a normal tone, "I know, such a weird thing to whisper sensually."

"No, about-"

"I know," she let out a sigh, "lets just wait till you stop bleeding." After a few tissue and just as many moments she rested her head on my shoulder, and I rested on hers.

I looked at the latest tissue and saw no blood mark. "All better now? I guess we can talk now," She said.

"Well- I- um... I've always had trouble with this." I said feeling dejected.

"Then let me start, do you love me?" I nodded, "I want you to say it."

"I- uh Iloveyou," I said as quickly as possible trying to rip the band aid off.

I felt my face get red hot with embarrassment, and she gave a small affection chuckle. "Well that's a start, but you want to talk about yesterday."

"Yeah, well it, uh, it was sudden."

"I know what you mean Bud. I pounced at you. Well I hear the teachers talk about how so-and-so obviously likes them, then a couple days later they walk in here stiff legged. This isn't the first year this has happened, so the jealousy kinda overflowed. It doesn't really help that I'm single."

"Then I guess I came in at a good time. Wait, I didn't take advantage, did I?"

"No no no Bud, if anything I took advantage of you. did I?"

"No, I've wanted something like that to happen."

"Then the only probably is that we rushed? Let's start at step one then." She moved her hands around my back and moved in for a kiss. After we started sharing a passion for each other, I half-consciously moved my hands down past her waist, and massaged her soft mounds. This massaging made her softly moan giving off a soothing vibration. Time flew by, neither of us sure how much, but we were interrupted by the bell that ends the day. She almost pried herself from me, "Well damn, maybe we can do this again sometime. Maybe at a place without bells?"

We exchanged phone numbers, and she gave me one last peck on the cheek before heading out. Today felt a lot better.