Talk to her.

Fuck off. Why am I having these thoughts? I literally went through the reason why I'm not going to talk to a stranger. This isn't a movie where things go my way.

As much as I want everything to be like a movie. Talking to a girl and befriending her. Taking her out on the date and getting to know her better. Laughing together and walking through the park. Her smile.

Then get married and have kids. Living together. Okay, I may have a warp perception about love but fuck am I a sucker for that kinda shit.

I know for a fucking fact that if I go talk to her it not going be like. "Hey, I'm sorry for blocking your way. Can I make it up to you by taking you out for some coffee?"

"Hehe, sure. Here's my number I'm free on Friday."

That isn't going to happen. Nothing that I imagine will play out in real life. I know if I try I will just stutter and **** up my word. Then she looked pissed that I bother her, and then wave me off.

So please, can I just go home and eat my pity pizza alone.