Take a step back holding her hands in mine...

I take a step back holding her hands in mine and allow my eyes to softly float over her from head to toe she is every bit as lovely as I remember from college. I remember how much I wanted to try what we discussed that night, I remember how afraid I was, and how my stomach tighted into a knot of fear over the taboo we contemplated. Mostly I remembered how after that I never could look at Jen in quite the same way.