Susan's perspective

How could Marcie do this to me? To betray me like this? I thought she was my friend. It was one thing to have me stripped. I could forgive her that. We weren't friends yet. Had you not tent her hand to me then, I would have killed myself.

I had already thought about ending my life. Marcie...

She gave me the power to stand up to my abuser and then took it away and left me at her mercy. I would rather she have straight up killed me. Gina...

She raped me. Among other things...

Marcie gave me hope and then took it away. After everything Gina had done to me...

All the abuse I suffered from her...

And I'm supposed to earn HER forgiveness? Fuck that. Marcie thinks she knows what suffering is? She knows nothing. Not a fucking thing. If Marcie had been through what I had suffered from Gina, she would never have said offered such disgusting words.

I know now that Marcie Storm is pure evil. An irredeemable monster. But there was nothing I could do about it.

Except die. I just wanted to die. I didn't see any other way out of this nightmare. I went into the school bathroom. I was in tears. The pain was too much to bear. I had already made up my mind. Things were never going to get any better.

Marcie had made sure of that. I might as well kill myself right now. I pulled out a razor I had taken to school with me. I sat on the toilet seat and cut into my wrist. That was one wrist. I began to cut the other one. Once that was done, I just laid back.

Hopefully I'd die soon enough and leave this cruel world. The last thing I saw was the door opening. I think it was a girl coming in. My vision was going blurry.