Susan's perspective

How could Marcie do this to me? To betray me like this? I thought she was my friend. It was one thing to have me stripped. I could forgive her that. We weren't friends yet. Had you not tent her hand to me then, I would have killed myself.

I had already thought about ending my life. Marcie...

She gave me the power to stand up to my abuser and then took it away and left me at her mercy. I would rather she have straight up killed me. Gina...

She **** me. Among other things...

Marcie gave me hope and then took it away. After everything Gina had done to me...

All the **** I suffered from her...

And I'm supposed to earn HER forgiveness? Fuck that. Marcie thinks she knows what suffering is? She knows nothing. Not a fucking thing. If Marcie had been through what I had suffered from Gina, she would never have said offered such disgusting words.

I know now that Marcie Storm is pure evil. An irredeemable monster. But there was nothing I could do about it.

Except die. I just wanted to die. I didn't see any other way out of this nightmare. I went into the school bathroom. I was in tears. The pain was too much to bear. I had already made up my mind. Things were never going to get any better.

Marcie had made sure of that. I might as well kill myself right now. I pulled out a razor I had taken to school with me. I sat on the toilet seat and cut into my wrist. That was one wrist. I began to cut the other one. Once that was done, I just laid back.

Hopefully I'd die soon enough and leave this cruel world. The last thing I saw was the door opening. I think it was a girl coming in. My vision was going blurry.