Stay with Tess

I decide to stay with Tess. Cayden seems like a great guy, but if he is only going to go part way to Studio A, I’m afraid I will only get lost again.

“Not a problem,” says Cayden, as he heads to the door. “If there’s ever anything I can do for you — or TO you — just say the word.” With a sly wink, he exits the room. It is then that it dawned on me that Studio B is that gay camping film. Of course! Why else would we need a male fluffer? Evidently Cayden has the hots for me — or at least he is trying to get in good with the new boss.

“Don’t let him get to you,” says Tess, getting up and walking over to me. “He just assumes every guy wants his services. His philosophy is ‘blow first and ask about orientation while swallowing.”

“It doesn’t bother me,” I said, while wondering what Tess’s philosophy on blow jobs might be. “I know we do all kinds of films here. If I got freaked out by any of it, I shouldn’t be here. So... how long have you been with us?”

Referring to this studio as “us” really makes me feel cool.

“Just a few weeks. I auditioned as an actress, but I guess I freeze up in front of an audience. I’m working on that, but I don’t know if I can get over it.”

“That’s understandable,” I reassure her. “But if you are doing well as a fluffer, you are doing that with people standing around. How is that working for you?”

It seems odd talking with a total stranger about how she feels about sucking off guys in public. I’d better get used to it, though.

“It’s helping,” says Tess. “One is the more experienced fluffers has been giving me tips. I don’t know what I’d do without Sally.”

Sally? That must be the same gal from that memorable Christmas party a couple of years ago! I feel a sudden awakening between my legs as I remember the experience. It would be amazing to see whether she has improved her already-considerable skills. If Sally is mentoring Tess, I wonder if that includes tips on how to pleasure a guy. That would be worth evaluating.

“I think I’ve gotten a lot better at the whole audience thing,” says Tess, “but I wonder if anyone even notices me anymore, now that I’m here in this job. I really don’t want to spend the rest of my life keeping guys hard in between shoots. Maybe you have some advice for me on how to move forward in my career.”

As Tess speaks, she gets very close to me and reaches out, touching my arm. I realize that she isn’t just seeking career advice at this point. Tess is hoping to gain favor with the new boss and is willing to do anything to gain it.

I’m suddenly awash with a flood of competing thoughts and desires. I really don’t want to be the kind of boss who takes advantage of people for his own carnal gains, but then again, this is the porn industry, and it’s all about sex. On top of that, I’m an 18-year-old, red-blooded male, and there aren’t a lot of us who can turn down a willing sexual experience.