Stay by the main stage

Heather seemed to be loving the music here, and seeing her dancing and having fun was so infectious. I let her pull me out onto the dance floor as I started getting into the groove, swaying my hips and feeling Rachel’s long hair and short skirt match my movements as I did a spin. As I moved to the beat, I could feel the “come-up” Heather had mentioned, the same one that’d been so unexpected before.

Colors seemed brighter while faces were clearer, and yet my spatial awareness was distorted, so a small space could feel massive and vice versa, though in a way that made things seem more like an adventure and less like a nightmare.

The biggest change though is in my emotions…

My heart felt like it was flying, a powerful feeling of connection to all the people around me making me feel like I was so much more in sync with the world. Heather was clearly feeling it too, a happy breezy smile on her face as she moved, flaunting her cute body and wild style.

I’m so happy… I could just stay in this moment forever…

Memory is a strange thing. What defines it, and the formation of new, distinctive memories in particular, is the ups and downs. Just as you feel the speed of a car much more when it accelerates rather than you do when it’s cruising, even if the cruise speed is much greater than the speed you’ve accelerated to; so too do memories seem much sharper and more defined when they’re spiking dramatically in either direction.

So it was then, in the state I was in my memories blurred together more than anything else. Chemically kept to a brilliant, happy high, my limbs too powered by serotonin to acknowledge any tiredness, I lost myself totally to the music and danced for hours with Heather.

After some time that could have been one hour or three though, our dancing was interrupted by a familiar face appearing from the crowd.

“Gareth!”

Heather squealed excitedly as Gareth wrapped his arms around her, squeezing her back to his chest.

“Guess who finished his set… and who was hoping to spend a little time with someone special.”

“Stooopp, you’re embarrassing me!”

Heather squirmed in his grip, playfully acting like she wanted to escape, although it was clear she was enjoying herself. Gareth loosened his grip for just a moment, and Heather spun in his arms, before he pulled her close again and kissed her. I couldn’t hear if she was moaning or not over the music, but she was clearly loving his touches and his attention.

Ah… what is this feeling?

My heart seemed to sting a little watching them, a weird feeling the **** washed away quickly, though not so fast that I didn’t register what that had been.

Am I… feeling jealous? I guess… I guess it makes sense. Even if I’ve only known Heather for tonight, Rachel’s feelings for her and everything we did in that portapotty would be bound to make me feel something. And since Heather is kinda seeing Gareth I can’t exactly act offended if they get affectionate…

It seemed Gareth and Heather were a little lost in each other’s arms as they kissed again and again, while I awkwardly stood to the side.

Unffff, that’s it! I actually am jealous! Well, its whatever. Two can play at that game!

I glanced down at my body, seeing Rachel’s pale, slender form decked out in sexy goth girl clothes. Even with my feelings dampened by jealously, I had to admit that just looking down and seeing this body and knowing it was mine still got my heart-racing.

I spun on the platform heel of my chunky demonia boot and grabbed the shoulder of the guy behind me, pulling him around to face me. A confused face soon gave way to a starstruck look, the cute Latino guy I’d randomly picked being stunned at suddenly being turned to face such a hot goth girl.

For just a moment, I felt a little shy, a little unsure, being a girl approaching a guy in a club setting still being such a totally new experience for me. After all, the social dynamics were totally different being a girl in a situation like this, and especially as I wasn’t entirely sure what I wanted in this moment, I’d just been compelled by jealously to do something.

My thoughts scrambled as I tried to think of my next move.

Think Alex, think! What am I doing here? Feeling jealous, okay, so at least we know the emotional underpinnings behind what’s going on. Why turn around this random guy?

Almost as if provided from Heaven, the answer flitted to the top of my head.

Because doing something is always better than doing nothing! Seeing Gareth kiss Heather like that, just standing at the side, feeling so much envy… it sucked! Seeing him all over her, kissing her soft lips, holding her waist, her body pressed up against him…

Having a guy kiss her lips, touch her, tease her body gently…

Oh my God, I can’t work out if I’m more jealous of Gareth getting to be with Heather, or Heather getting to be with Gareth…??

My hyper-confused mental ramblings, the powerful car crash of various levels of sexuality and gender questioning crisis were interrupted as the poor boy I’d turned to me said:

“W-whoa, you’re gorgeous… what’s your name?”

“A-”

I stopped myself in the nick of time.

“Rachel! I’m Rachel!”

“I’m Antonio… so, I’m guessing you turned me around because-”

Okay Alex, now’s your chance to take control of the situation! Right now, you’re not Alex, the awkward guy, you’re Rachel. I’m a total goth babe, a keeper of the crypt bad bitch. How would I have liked a girl to act towards me in my fantasies before? I just have to think of that, and be that girl! I just have to be my own vampire queen dream!

I stepped forward with a smile, my nerves buried just like my real self was buried in Rachel’s skin. I leaned close to his ear, letting my slender fingers rest on his upper chest and whispered.

“Because you looked good enough to eat. And… what do you think of me?”

I stepped back and twirled, letting him look over my body. His gaze was somewhere between lust and wonder, barely able to believe what was happening to him. Internally, I chuckled a little. He’d never know from how I looked now, but I could totally relate to how he was feeling!

“You’re, you’re stunning! I, uhh, you look really good, and uhh…”

Antonio seemed like a nice guy. I looked him up and down, appreciating his appearance. He was attractive, tan and with great hair down to his shoulders, and seemed to keep himself in good shape. He looked a little young, maybe only nineteen or twenty, so if he was studying he would probably be around my age.

Inside, I could feel a weird, teasing confidence strengthen around my heart, the same shameless swagger that had let me tease Heather relentlessly while having so much fun this whole time, even while I was in an unfamiliar body and place.

I walked up into Antonio’s space, leaning in close and whispering in his ear as I let my black nail polish tipped finger tease over his lips.

“Shhh, don’t worry, you don’t have to talk if you don’t want too… you’re really cute, okay? When I saw you dancing beside me, I couldn’t help but want to know more about you.”

At that moment, the beat from the speakers dropped, becoming much more intense. Antonio tried to respond, but it was too hard for me to hear, and too hard again for him to get my reply.

“W-what? Sorry, I can’t really hear you!”

Shouting, I finally was able to make out his words, and I pressed my body to his and said.

“Let’s just let our bodies talk.”

“Wh-”

I pulled him into a kiss, stunning him for just a moment before he started kissing me back. I could feel his arms snake around my back, pushing my body to his, the feeling of my breasts constricting feeling so good.

Mhmmm, wow… I totally get how Heather was feeling there, this is great.

This had been the second time I’d been a hot girl seducing some guy at a party, and I had to admit, I kinda loved playing this role.

Wow, ehm… between what I’d done as Lisa, then what I did to Heather earlier, and now this… I’m kinda slutty as a girl, huh?

Far from feeling any kind of shame, or even any of the worries about my sexuality most guys would have kissing another guy, I just felt really, really good.

After all… aren’t I a hot girl now? Isn’t it only natural I’d get with guys when I’m in the mood? And girls… I want to get with Heather again too, later…

I bit Antonio’s lip a little, feeling the vibration as he moaned, and inside my mouth I sucked his tongue too. I could feel him shiver a little with pleasure, while the rock hard feeling of his cock pressed into my lower belly.

He’s getting so turned on… knowing I’m the one doing this to him, I’m the hot girl he’s craving, it’s getting me so wet. I can’t help but want to use him… I wonder what it’s like to have sex with a guy while I wear Rachel’s skin. I wonder if she’ll mind that I fucked her best friend and some random guy all in the same night…?