Starting to put things right

Tilly and Tom were eating breakfast in the kitchen. Tom had been telling her all about the previous night and Tilly was gob smacked at what had gone down. They heard a noise and looked up to see Sarah standing in the doorway looking sheepish. She also looked very different. Long dark hair and no tan. Lips and tits, still big but reduced from the almost crazy level they were for Jim. She was wearing leggings and knee high boots with a tight fitting black jumper. She still looked like a bimbo but she had made a nod to her old look.

"Wow," said Tom, simultaneously happy and disappointed "Why the change?"

Sarah nervously sat at the kitchen table "You hoped I'd look like my old self didn't you?" she said reading the expression and tone of the man she knew so well.

"I..." started Tom

"I understand but you have to understand I'm not the woman I was. I found something in myself I liked. I like the way I look. Maybe not quite as brash as Jim liked me but this." She gestured to herself "This is how I want to look." Tom nodded and gave a thin smile of understanding and they sat in silence for a moment not knowing what to say. Sarah stood up "I'm going to get some breakfast, if that's okay?" she added, genuinely unsure of how relaxed she could be.

"Sure, go ahead" said Tom like it had been impolite of him not to say she could.

Sarah got up uncertainly and moved to start making some toast. Tilly got up "Tom told me about what happened."

"Oh?" said Sarah unsure of what Tilly might say.

Tilly walked over to Sarah and wrapped her arms around her and rested her head on the taller woman's chest. Sarah stood still for a moment, unsure of what was happening, then tears started to flow. Soon the two women were bawling and clinging to each other. Tom got up, tears already flowing down his cheeks and Tilly and Sarah opened their grasp to bring him into it. None of them could say how long they stood their just crying.

Sarah looked up at Tom and wiped his tears with her thumb "I couldn't bare you both not touching me" she sobbed.

"I know but you must see why we couldn't?"

Sarah just sniffed and nodded "What made you change your mind?" she asked Tilly who was buried between them.

"Jim would never let you humiliate him like that, even for some kind of scheme. His ego is too huge and he'd never take you back now. It was his effect on you we were afraid of."

The day tried to return to normal but there was still a lurking tension. Sarah knew she was on the right path but wasn't there yet. She decided to be productive. She called Jo, partially to ask about that job she had mentioned but mostly to see how things were with her and Phil. She walked into the office after she hung up "Things look positive over at Jo's" she said.

Tom sat back and turned his chair to face Sarah. It was nice having her around again despite everything that had happened "Do tell" he said.

"She said they had a crazy night and that Phil confessed that you had talked him into thinking about it differently. Apparently they did all sorts of naughty roll play and Phil didn't go into work until lunch time, so hopefully they will be alright." She went quiet and a sad look came across her face "I can't believe I did that to them" she said quietly.

Tom got up and hugged her and she clung to him feeling her emotions over flow again. As she shifted she felt a little hardness poke her and she pulled back "Oh, of course, I should fix you."

Tom put his hand up to stop her "No, don't."

"Tom, I think we should just go back to normal for a bit."

"No it's not that, I definitely want you to but can we wait for Tilly to get back?"

Sarah was surprised "Sure, why though?"

"I don't want Tilly to think you changed anything else and, well I'd feel better if she was there."

Sarah crossed her arms over her chest "You don't trust me do you?"

"I want to, we both do but it's going to take a little time, okay?" She nodded and Tom held her again. "I'm glad I can do this much so soon. I'm sure it won't take long."

Sarah rested her head on him and allowed the familiar smell of him to relax her.

Later when Tilly got in from college Sarah fixed the alterations she had made to her. Then Tom found himself in the living room facing the two women. "Tom you should really take your bottoms off so we can make sure she gets it right" said Tilly.

Tom began to unbuckle his trousers. Despite the remaining tension he couldn't help but get a little aroused by the humiliation of showing his tiny pecker to two hot women and sure enough what little there was of it stood to attention as he stripped off. Sarah moved towards him and held her hand out for him to take. A moment later a strange feeling passed through his crotch and he looked down to find his generous cock returned.

Tilly was frowning "I thought you said he was a little smaller that Jim, if anything it looks a little bigger."

"That's fine" blurted out Tom as he pulled his hand away and tucked his large, hard cock back into his pants.

This caused a ripple of laughter then Tilly said "Tom could you give us some privacy. I'd like to talk to Sarah."

"Sure" he said a little surprised by the formality of the request and he went back to his office to examine his renewed self.

The two women sat on the sofa and Sarah waited patiently for Tilly to say what she wanted to say.

"I'm really pleased you came back to us" said Tilly trying to pick her words carefully "But things aren't back to normal yet. I'm not ready for us to be a thing again."

"I understand" she had suspected as much "It's probably best if I don't play around with Tom's feelings right now anyway."

Tilly nodded "There's more."

"Go on."

"I know you two should be trying to return to normal and I realise it isn't really my place to say this but I'd like to keep the sleeping arrangements as they are for now."

"May I ask why?"

"Honestly, after everything that happened I want the comfort of him. I feel safe with Tom and I sleep better when he is there. I'm not saying for long but for a little while."

Sarah sighed "Tilly, I'm so sorry I..."

Tilly stopped her "I don't need you to say it, your actions are enough. So do you agree."

"Yes of course, it's the least I can do."

Tilly paused her face going a little red "There's more."

"What is it Tilly, I want to know how I can make this up to you."

"I want to have sex with Tom."

"What?"

"I want to have your permission to have sex with Tom when we are sleeping together."

Sarah was astonished. She was not only asking to sleep with Tom but clearly she meant more than once. "Tilly, I'm not sure..."

"You owe me" said Tilly fiercely.

"I what?"

"I said you owe me. I was going to ask before you got all stupidly hooked on that horrid man. I wanted my first time with a guy to be nice, with a nice guy like Tom but you made me give it to stupid Jim. I thought we could do it together all three of us, you could have held my hand as he put it in me for the first time, it would have been lovely. I wanted you there with me because I thought you were amazing but now I want it to just be me and him. You owe me because even if that couldn't have happened I could have given it to a boy I liked but you didn't give me the choice."

Sarah's hand was over her mouth, her eyes wide as she listened to Tilly speak frankly of the feeling Sarah had been too self absorbed to pay any attention to and that she had snatched away from this deer young woman who she had genuine feelings for. She didn't like the idea, it filled her with jealousy but Tilly was right, she did owe her but "Tilly, I can't just give you my husband."

"It's not for ever, just for a bit, please."

How could she say no? "Okay, for a little while you can have him."

"Tilly wiped her eye "Thank you. Could you tell him it's okay?"

Sarah hadn't expected that "What do you mean?"

"He won't have sex with me unless he knows you agree to it. He's still faithful to you but I know he will if you say it's okay."

So Sarah had to have a humiliating conversation with Tom. He wasn't convinced she was serious and she ended up almost having to beg him to sleep with another woman. Still, the humiliation was cathartic, if this was her penance then so be it.