She doesent want to loose him

"I don't want to loose you" said Sarah "What do you want?"

"I want the same libertys you have. To have sex with another woman if the opportunity arises." Tom was speaking like a business man making a deal. It was confident and direct but not emotional.

"And if I didn't want you to?"

"End it with Jay. I clearly enjoy you having other sexual partners so we can discuss that but the relationship ends."

"And if I didn't agree to that?" she asked cautiously.

Tom rubbed the space between his eyes and his emotions showed for the first time "Then, I don't know but I don't think I could be happy with the lack of balance in our relationship. Is that how you feel?" He looked at her with a worried expression.

Sarah shook her head "No, I don't want that. I'm crazy about Jay, he's an amazing guy and we have just the best sex but I don't see us together for ever. I can't see me watching TV and eating popcorn with him on the sofa every night. I can't see us getting old and having dinner together or any of that important day to day stuff that I did when I married you. Equally I'm not ready to give him up right now. We are doing stuff together that could be the foundation of a new career and the sex just keeps getting better." She sighed and went quiet "Just don't decide you'd rather have some other woman cheat on you as your wife and leave me?"

"Don't decide that I'm just a burden in the way of your good time" he replied.

They stood up and hugged and both had a little cry "You make my good time good" said Sarah croakily and they shared a kiss.

"So how long until you go?" said Tom trying to pull himself together.

"Two weeks. You can tell Diana to come over on the Saturday after you drop us at the airport."

"I, what?" flustered Tom.

"Unless you are really going to surprise me by telling me there is someone else I imagine it's her you want. I know she wants you."

"Well, yes. I didn't want to cheat on you which is why I wanted to talk to you about it."

"Not so much talk as insist" said Sarah slightly bitterly.

"Can you honestly blame me after everything that's gone on?"

Sarah didn't answer straight away then "No. She's really pretty and fun." She gave a snort of laughter "You know there are a lot of guys on the internet who are going to very jealous of you."

"I hope they don't find out. They aren't invited."

Sarah smiled at the stupid comment "I am going shopping. I need some character style swim suits and lingerie." She headed to the door but turned before she went out "I love you."

"I love you too."