She's gone

You open your eyes and see that Courtney is not here... You notice a note on her pillow. You open it and read "I went shopping. I'll return soon."

You get up, make some coffee for yourself and remember the previous day. It was an **** one, you lost your virginity, fulfilled one of the most intense fantasies, and got Courtney as a steady girlfriend. Although the way you got her is nothing to be proud about. You decide to forget about all what has happened and be a caring boyfriend for Courtney, she surely deserves it.

You begin to imagine your next sexual encounter with her.. Slow, passionate, gentle, full of romance. You choose one plan over another, trying to find the ideal variant to make her truly happy... This arouses you way more than imagining rough stuff with her. And you like that, that mean that you aren't really a sadistic pervert... What happened yesterday was a mix of testosterone, ****, and plain stupidity. You shall never treat any woman in that way anytime soon, you want to enjoy being together with your partner not using her.

You hear Courtney coming back and smile, it's time to show her how caring and gentle you can be. Smiling happily you go to her, but before you say anything she speaks first "Hey, look what I bought!" With that she opens a bag and shows you it's contents.