Shame and disgust

Many things went through Mia's head in the next few minutes. She didnt feel most of them long enough to analyze what they were.

Panic was one she could identify loud and clear.

She hurried to lock the door and then fell back into her office chair. Her office wasn't the largest but it was private. The only way to see inside was through a small frosted glass window that only showed abstract shapes.

She sent numerous texts. She made threats of the company lawyers. She made threats of the cops. She begged for mercy.

Every text got the same response. The current time.

Nobody could see those videos. Nobody.

Dan wouldn't leave her would he? They had a fight last night. If Dan got these videos now... well he was already mad... oh god.

Her parents would disown her. Back in india one of her childhood friends had been discovered working at a strip club. Her father was very, very clear about how he felt about "worthless whores" and how no family should support or acknowledge such women.

Would she lose her job? Or would it just be so unbearable to work with hundreds of people who had seen her most shameful display that she would need to quit. The idea of starting over again was horrific. Without a reference to use she would probably be in her 50's before she got back to her current level.

She Honestly didn't know she had made her decision until she noticed herself digging through her shoulder bag for her personal laptop.

Well her conscious mind was flailing through the entire negative emotional spectrum in record time, her sub conscious took to problem solving the situation at hand.

Work computer had a webcam. Monitoring software, no good.

Phone has a good camera. Not stable enough.

Personal laptop. Not the most up to date hardware but if it worked for zoom calls...

Mia knew she only had minutes but it atill seemed like a good idea to read the how it works tab.

For a 5$ donation a new vote option can be added.

For a 1$ donation a vote chip can be placed on an option. There is 1 vote chip per account, placing a new vote chip removes the previous.

If 51% of the vote is on an option, the streamer has 60 seconds to begin the task the vote indicates.

Well throught Mia, at least its simple. She wasn't a big fan of how vague it was on what was and wasn't allowed by the voters.

Fuck it was 12:26 she needed to get this started.

Work was very good at respecting lunch breaks, especially for management. She didn't have anything scheduled for 1:00 but she could guarantee someone would be knocking on her door to talk about a quarterly report(or whatever the fuck an operations manager does).

Seeing her face on the screen staring back at herself, a familiar cold feeling she hadn’t felt for almost 15 years washed over her.

Mia was a classic problem solver, a skill she had mastered early was to shut out everything else and focus only on the task in front of her. This skill had been instrumental to her rise through the company.

The network had done what it does best. It had taken her greatest strength and set it to work on destroying her.

She couldnt quite contain the sob in her throat as she hit the go live button.

Somewhere else a man was released from his existential mussings and allowed to go get his coffee.

The number in the top corner started ticking up steadily. It represented how many "people" were watching. Mia had been away from this world for a long time and had no idea how prevalent spam and chatbots had become, therefore had no reason to believe these weren't real people (to be fair some of them are).

The first comment set the tone for the next half hour of her life.

Killerkock - Ugh, i cum to these sites to look at hot women, not washed up hags. Fuck this

Killerkock has signed out

Mia watched the text scroll by as random men commented on her face and body. Mia believed with her heart and soul she was gorgeous. She acted modest and played down her looks if asked but she knew her body was tight and desired.

But with every comment that confidence was chipped away bit by bit.

She didnt know which was worse. The unabashed insults or the "white knights" "defending" her.

Too dark.

Fucking paki cunts come over here and take all the jobs. Whats the matter? Couldn't find a convenience store?

Come on guys, she's not THAT bad. I've definitely seen worse.

Bullshit. Im anti hard right now. Im a full inch smaller then i was before i clicked this feed.

The problem with these sand niggers is they gobble down so much curry you don't want to put your cock anywhere near their mouth or ass. Who wants a 1 hole whore?

Her lips are too thin.

Her nose is too wide.

Are her eyes lopsided?

The left ones higher!

Are you as blind as she is? Its the right one thats higher!

Mia watched as every insignificant flaw she had ever thought of herself (and subsequently mentioned to her husband) was "confirmed". She hadn’t ever thought of her eyes as lopsided but now it was probably forever in her brain.

A part of her wanted to scream but that problem solving side of herself was adamant that well they insulted her appearance they weren't voting on making her do things.

Would her blackmailer even accept a cam show where she didn't do anything? She was following the rules as set. A 30 minute stream was all they had told her to do. She just needed to get through the next 28 minutes then she would have time to think.

Alright so we agree, if we just judge its face its a 4, if we include the tits its a 5.

Never seen one of this desert dwellers id rate higher then a 3.

I prefer indian women, they look like people at least, unlike this bitch.

Probably can't even read english, how are we even gonna get her to do anything?

"I speak english just fine!" Mia said with a small vibration in her voice. She immediately regretted drawing attention to herself (preset trigger activated). A tear ran down her cheek.

Oh god don't cry. It will wash your makeup off and none of us want to see that.

Wahhhh wahhhh wahhh. Im a useless whore who has to sell myself for pocket money. The men are being mean to me.

A crying paki cunt. Haven't seen that since the war. Now im getting hard.

Should we make her ditch the 10 buck walmart dress?

Mia looked down at ehat she was wearing. It was a simple outfit she had selected for today. A strapless yellow tube dress. It started at her shoulders and ended just above her knees. And a matching pair of 4 inch yellow heels.

She had this outfit for almost 2 years and had, until this moment, considered it her lucky dress. She got two promotions well wearing this dress. It was a big name designer (i know sweet fuck all about fashion) and had cost 400$.

The first vote option appeared.

Show your tits.

Someone had finally decided she was worth 5$

To be continued.