Sarah Pov of January-February

Tuesday, January 28, I finish working as always at 03.00 pm and I go home, while I check Facebook lying on the couch I see by chance the profile of Jacob Wade my nephew was called that and should be the same age, I control him from curiosity and I see that he is really a nice guy with a nice body and he has just returned from a trip to Europe, there are many beautiful photos of European monuments. Then I go to yoga and I go to the sauna, during dinner I remember my nephew mainly his body, I wake up in the middle of the night because I’m all agitated as they can take pictures of a little boy maybe the fact that it’s been two and a half years that I haven’t had sex affect but I had never happened in my life to be so excited about anything more than just photos of an 18-year-old boy. I take my vibrator, my phone and I masturbate while I look at the photos of Jacob, I thank myself for having saved the photos before, I come in no time but this does not help because the excitement does not decrease indeed maybe it has also increased. The following days are a suffering I am very agitated and excited, my assistant sees me in difficulty and asked me can help me, how can help me I can’t say that I always think of my nephew, his physique and him fucking me relentlessly. After seven devastating days, I now spend every free moment masturbating, go to a private investigator and give him the task of finding information about my brother and his family, I have the physical need to see my nephew I can’t even work anymore and work is my reason for living. After another seven days, the detective finally calls me back and sends me an e-mail with all the information he had found, I go immediately to the home address, I need to see Jacob. I decide to go to the address but I am reduced to a very bad state, for three days I have not a real sleep, I have shiners under the eyes and hair a disaster but the worst is that I have not gone to work for 4 days I warned that I took a week off, in 17 years of work I had never taken such a long time for myself but now I needed to find Jacob.