Rant (Alternate [Unwanted-Empathy])

Scott was at his breaking point as listened to the moans, gasps, and grunts coming from Kaylee and Sean.

"Its too much!" Scott thought as the passionate fucking continued behind him. Kaylee released a throaty moan and that was it, the straw that broke the camels back.

Why am I agonizing over this? I agreed to this! Scott thought darkly. If I was F rank would this even matter? Would I be like all the other guys having sex all the time and enjoying life? My father's beliefs have caused me nothing but pain, turmoil, and fear, for all my life for fucking what! Scott clenched his hands tightly.

This is the norm. No one is complaining or getting hurt or abused at least from what I've seen. Then there is Kaylee. Everything comes back to her. Who am I fooling, whether I'm Double S or F rank it doesn't matter, she is still going to fuck other guys regardless. That was how she was raised and wants to live her life. Who am I to question her life choices when no harm is being done? Especially when the main reason I'm questioning the status quo, is so I can have her all to myself. I'm so obsessed about her that it literally affects my own life choices!

Scott could hear the slapping of flesh on flesh and could not stop the lust he felt or how his dick twitched.

Damn it. What's so noble or holy about dad's beliefs that I have to suffer like this. There is no guarantee that we are going to live happily ever after. Then there are condoms. If I actually used my brain, instead of whining I could find ways to have sex without getting caught by the government. Isn't that what dad did play it smart and ended up getting what he wanted, a wife that accepts him for who he is.

"Oh god," Scott heard Kaylee whimper. "Harder Sean...fuck me harder, fuck my pussy," She moaned loudly.

"You want it that badly, Babe? Beg for me. Beg for me, to fuck you harder," Sean grunted, the sound of slapping flesh growing even louder.

"Please Sean! Fuck me, fuck me harder...please!" she yelled out in pleasure, staring straight into Sean's eyes. Sean started thrusting his cock even harder and faster into her pussy. Making Kaylee gasp and moan even more.

The strong and confident Kaylee that Scott knew was gone, replaced by a woman that sounded so weak and helpless as she begged. Scott could feel his dick throbbing in his pants, at the thought of a weak and **** Kaylee begging him to fuck her.

Sean let out a loud grunt. The sound intruding and destroying Scott's little fantasy and bringing him right back to reality. A reality where the woman he loved with his entire being was getting fucked by another man and he was just sitting there in the same room doing nothing but ranting in his own head. Frustration and impotence marred his face.

Maybe it's time I stop being so scared, or sprouting that 'My life is the worst' mentality bullshit. I have desires and I can't deny them anymore, I can play it smart or maybe even take a 'just live for today' attitude. After all you only live once and I've pretty much been wasting it.