I'm waiting for Carmen to returned

All naked in my room with that pink collar where you could read the word white **** on it. My shy temperaments **** me to stay in that room even if I wanted to know what's really happening in there? I just couldn't believe it was something really that big here. The DAALS? What kind of organisation was that?

I wish Carmen could comeback faster. I looked through the window and saw lot of black woman. They looked so good. I started masturbating at the idea of serving them. Why would i do that? i stopped masturbating and stopped checking through the window. Yes I had a really strong sexual appetite for black woman but it grew on me with what happened yesterday. Maybe... maybe... maybe I was born to serve them. Oh god, I'm so silly. It was not something ok!

Carmen returned with a few groceries bag. She hugged me right away and told me again how sorry she was. We kissed and made sex right after. Finally I could eat some of her sweet delicious black pussy.

After a night of hot sex and watching the TV, i wondered if i should talk to her or just wait until she's gone and find about the truth myself.