Home to a confession

“Hey, I’m back” called Chloe as she opened the door of their modest apartment. Sean got up looking in an absolute state. “Oh baby, look at you,” she said as she dropped her bag and embraced him. He needed a shower.

“You can’t keep doing this to yourself” she gently chastised him. “Have you eaten?” He shook his head “Go and take a shower, please and I’ll put something together.” She was now really concerned about him. Maybe she was going to have to just tell Magnus that it was hurting Sean too much.

They sat at the table and she didn’t say anything until she had seen that he had eaten something but she couldn’t hold her silence for ever “What’s going on? What is making you act like this?” she asked.

Sean put his fork down and hung his head into his hands. “I think there is something wrong with me,” he said in a dull monotone.

Chloe was genuinely frightened that something was wrong. “What do you mean? Are you ill?”

He shook his head “Nothing like that” he said into his hands. “It’s to do with this whole situation with Magnus.”

“I knew it, it’s too much for you. I’ll talk to Magnus tomorrow. He’d hate to see you like this, I’m sure he’ll understand.”

“No” groaned Sean “It’s not that either. Just let me get it out and maybe I can explain it.” He told her about using the camera to spy on her and about watching it while in the bedroom. He told her about wanting to have sex in the living room so he could watch it later. All the time he spoke he hid his face, too ashamed to look at her.

After he finished Chloe took his hand and pulled it away from his face and held it while trying to look him in the eye. “So you’re a voyeur. That’s not so bad. Yea it was a bit weird watching me without me knowing but it’s also kind of kinky. I can help you explore this, you don’t need to be embarrassed.”

“There’s more to it,” he said solemnly and Chloe swallowed as she wondered what might come next. “I thought it was just a voyeurism thing too. I could come to terms with that and I felt bad I hadn’t told you sooner but there was something else. This last week, when I couldn’t spy on you and then when you were away this weekend, I've been left with my imagination and I’ve been imagining you doing so many different things with him.”

“I’ve always been honest with you. Nothing has happened” started Chloe.

Sean put up his hand to stop her before she went on. He gathered himself and continued “I know you’ve been honest. I saw what you were doing in the practices and you always said exactly what I had seen. I trusted you and I know, I know you haven’t done anything untoward with Magnus. The problem is…” he tailed off, frightened to say the next words “I, I think I wanted you too.” His eyes were closed and he was grimacing as if awaiting a bomb going off. What he got was laughter. He opened his eyes and looked incredulously at his wife who was laughing.

Chloe saw his face and tried to stop herself but couldn’t. “I’m sorry baby, I know it’s not funny but I was so worried about you. I thought you were sick or had done something really stupid. I’m just relieved you were just fantasising about me sleeping with Magnus. That’s it isn’t it?”

“Well, yes,” said Sean not quite understanding her mirth and feeling a mixture of shock and relief at her reaction to his great confession.

Chloe was calming down now “So when you watched me and you together were you imagining it was him?”

“Or someone else,” he confessed.

“So it’s not just Magnus you think about?”

“No, I mean it's mostly been him but that’s because of what you guys are doing but I don’t look anything like Magnus so I’d imagine it was somebody else.” Sean looked like he was in pain “Can we stop talking about it for now? I’m not sure I can take any more embarrassment tonight.”

Chloe got up and made him move his chair back so she could sit in his lap. She sat down and draped her arms over his neck “You are a silly boy for not talking to me about this. We can deal with it another time. Now, how about you take me to bed and make up for all the wanking you have been doing without me?”

“There might be a problem with that,” said Sean looking guilty.

“You've been masturbating all weekend haven't you?” she said realising what he was getting at. He nodded guiltily. She laughed with frustration and buried her head in his neck “What am I going to do with you?”

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