and now Chris has pictures

The whole situation was giving me butterflies in my stomach. None of this was meant for me. This was stuff for guys. It made me curious... but is this what they liked? I thought porn would have, you know, sex.

I didn't pick up anything myself, but I got the jist of what they were looking at. I guess the guys were enjoying my reaction because now they wanted to show me everything.

"Hey," Check this one out. I looked over at them. Chris was showing it to Jeff.

"That slut is learning to suck," he was chuckling.

LEARNING TO SUCK! WHAT THE FUCK.

"Here, Kim, that will teach a slut to suck, right?"

The picture is a girl wearing some kind of muzzle with a dildo in it. Her lips were wrapped gently around the dildo gagging her.

"What the fuck, guys! That's just weird! and blowjobs are fucking disgusting!"

They both found that amusing. Chuckling at my discomfort.

"That's why you need to get her used to it. If you had a dick you'd understand. Getting your dick sucked is even better than sex," Chris responded. "The best girls are the ones you can train to strip and suck on command."

I got defensive, he was just being a misogynistic asshole now. "Fuck you guys, you're both failing math. And girls talk, way more than guys do about who likes who and, trust me, no one wants to suck either of your dicks." I was fuming, I was so mad I was seeing red.

"The only guy who might be getting his dick sucked is Mark and that's only because he's genuinely a good guy." I froze, As soon as that came out of my mouth I instantly regretted saying it. I swore to Brittney I'd keep her secret and if she found out I had told someone she would never forgive me. Brittney had a huge crush on Mark and he had been dating someone else, she'd sucked his dick one night and now they were dating... but she was really embarrassed about it.

They gave a laugh that felt a bit ****. I was panicking a bit. I had to say something to change the conversation. "Isn't porn supposed to have sex? Find some fucking."

Chris turn the page, then showed me. "Like that?"

"That's not fucking," I said and turned away.

"She is definitely being fucked, Kim, look at the size of that thing."

"That's to big, idiot."

The fact that I was mad wasn't scaring them anymore.

"What's the biggest size you can take?" Jeff said.

"That's really inappropriate." I responded.