No, you push him further

"Yes, I want this" you look at him "if you have the balls" you say and lick around his balls, which indeed do exist.

His face darkens, you've never seen something like this, it is a mixture of lust, shame, desire and determination.

"Stand up" he growls. He never talked to you that way before. It's kinda scary and kinda...exciting. As soon as you get on your feet, he grabs your throat "you condemn yourself and me, you condemn us" he says and then brutally throws you onto the couch and then jumps onto you. He rips your clothes off you and in the process destroys your shirt. You really liked that shirt, but at this moment you can't force yourself to care.

Especially that he doesn't give you time to contemplate your destroyed shirt, because again his hands are on your throat. For a moment you think that you see doubt on his face, but you are not planning to let him run away now! Although you have trouble with breathing, you manage to put your hands behind his back and to embrace him. He doesn't fight with himself anymore, he forces himself between your legs (although "forces" is a bad word, because you don't try to resist) and enters you. You were prepared for him, only now you realize how much you wanted him. Still he pushes himself pretty deep into you and he's pretty rough, so, beside pleasure, you feel also a slight pain when his cock penetrates you.

He doesn't realize what's happening to you, because it seems that right now only thing he cares right now is your body and his pleasure. He leaves one hand on your neck, its still choking you, but not hard enough to make breathing impossible, his other hand travels to your breasts and roughly grabs and pinches them. It is a little uncomfortable, but it doesn't change the most important fact - you love the feeling of your father's dick inside you. It is big enough to fill you good, but not big enough to really hurt you. And he is using it masterfully, even if just subconsciously, his moves are fast and decisive, but he is not frantically chasing an orgasm like some inexperienced guys you know.

"Yes, fuck me dad, just like that" you talk him.

You don't know if he understands you, but he obliges and he continues to enter you time after time. Then, somehow, he stops choking you, instead he puts his hand behind your head and your lips meet. The kiss doesn't last long, but long enough for you to feel approaching orgasm. Now even if he wanted to free himself, he couldn't do it, because your legs are holding him really strongly. It doesn't matter anyway, because he is also close. When the time comes, you start to scream, but he silences you with another kiss. For the first time in your life you feel really fulfilled, safe and happy. And then, before your orgasm ends, you feel that he starts filling you. It is warm and it's not unpleasant. If somebody would tell you yesterday that you would have best sex ever with your dad and that you'd love the feeling of his cum inside you, you would call this person a disgusting pervert. But right now...

"Daddy" you whisper to his ear "that was wonderful."

That wakes him up "Emily, I...you...I...what we..." he tries to push you around and leave.