Say goodbye

“So if I may ask?” I stared. Affirmation from across the desk can in the form of an inquisitive look. “That girl outside?” I pointed in the directed from which I had entered.

“Oh, her. Yes, she used to be Adam, Then she became Angel, now she is nameless. She would have been another fucktoy like the ones you saw, but Greg gave up a months salary to keep her for himself. Anyway, go on.”

“Well, I see she still...cums?”

“So you’re wondering what kind of orgasm you will have if you’re castrated?”

“Yes”

“First, that isn’t important and you should know that by now. I’d send you to the gloryhole for asking but I don’t think you’d see it as punishment by this point, and besides, we gained 100 new memberships the week you were here because word spread around about your clever little tongue in room 18. So I will tell you.

“If you accept castration you will still feel an orgasm, but you wouldn’t produce any sperm, so all that will come out is what you obviously saw from the nameless whore in the entrance. Your sex drive, as far as penetrating anyone will go to zero, and even an erections would be very rare without chemical help, but you will likely still experience orgasm from being penetrated. In fact, the cocktail I am offering will make that possibility even more likely. Multiple orgasms are not off the table as well. It really is better than it sounds and I hope you take my offer.”

Multiple orgasms? Increased likelihood? This all sounded intriguing. And as far as erections and penetrating go, I haven’t had a boner since I left the gloryhole, and I haven’t had the urge to fuck anything since my second day of my transition. Both were distant memories.

I contemplated for a minute and nodded excitedly. Jessica pushed a vile across the table and gave me the instructions.

“You have 10 cc’s of product. You must not waste any of it. You need exactly 5 on each testicle for this to work properly.” She shook a pill out of a small bottle and set it beside the vile. “The next morning inspect yourself, your testicles should have dissolved and been absorbed into your body. This pill will complete he process.”

Th cab took me home, and I began the latest part of my transition.