No fucking way

I finally couldn't take it anymore. This may be her fantasy, but it was a line I couldn't cross. I lifted her off of my lap and headed for thw door, sliding back into my shorts as I moved. I may have a four hour erection, but that didn't mean I had to use it here.

"Alan, where are you going?"

"I just can't do this," I said as I let myself out onto our shared back porch. I leaned against the rail and took a deep breath.

Amy had left a pack of cigarettes on the railing, so I fished one out and lit it.