Sore

The next morning I wake up sore my legs feel like they were trampled by a mad cow but I also feel warm and safe. Lying next to me is Athena she's looking right into my eyes.

"Morning sleepy head." Athena says as she starts stroking my chest.

"Was you watching me sleep?" I say jokingly.

"I can't help it you look so cute when you sleep." She says smiling.

I still don't 100% know how I feel about what me and Athena did last night. I know I should be ashamed but she's beautiful and she loves me which is more than can be said about my ex. Speaking of which I'll need to bite that bullet at some point. I'm not into leading people on while I fuck someone behind their back.

"What's on your mind Cuz." Athena says breaking my train of thought.

"Nothing just that we should probably get off the floor I miss my bed.... Could you help me to my room."

"Sure babe I'll bring breakfast up later" she says helping me up to my room pulling me in for a kiss before letting me go.

My clothes are still downstairs I better clean up later. I don't want any evidence of what happened last night to be there when uncle gets back he'd kill me if he ever found out.

Lying down on my bed my bones rest the burning in my legs should be gone in a few hours but the pain in my chest might not go away by itself. Over and over again the scene plays out in my head me going to her window the betrayal I felt the pain. Then me walking it off just to make it back home and crumble into a crying mess and then Athena making everything better again. Athena Chloe me none of this feels right but not all of it feels wrong. I'm so confused I don't know what I want I don't know what's right I don't know why I can't stop crying when I'm alone. is it because of her or me? is all of this my fault? did I do something wrong??