Mental change

After leaving the hotel you went back to Valentine Dating Agency. Nicole was waiting for you, so you could change back into your boy-self. You did that as fast as you could and left the office without saying a word. Even to her question how it went you didn't reply. Still angry at the whole thing you went home.

There you went to your room and sat down at your computer. "Me, becoming a woman, as if." Even after more than an hour you were very angry. "I'll show this ass how much of a boy I am." You opened a porn-site and began masturbating to your favorite theme. You stroke your penis as hard as you could and you came three times in a row. But after that something strange happened. Your second hand moved to a place you didn't use for masturbating, your chest. It was flat, only with a little fat, and wasn't sensitive at all. But you still moved one hand there and let it circle on the chest. Your fingers even touched your nipples, but unlike in the role play before, it didn't sent shivers through your body. But you continued doing so, thought it was without realizing. As time went by, the grip on your penis for stroking got weaker and soon it was just rubbing. Then the hand slowly went lower and rotated, so the fingers were pointing downwards. You rubbed your fingers back and forth against the underside of your testicles, just like before. With the change in masturbating, you started to moan, which you usually didn't do during masturbation. It all happened subconsciously.

When you cummed two more times, you ended masturbating. You went down to the kitchen and ate dinner with your mother and sister. Your mother asked about your internship and you told her the usual stuff. That you were working with only two women and dressed as one yourself, as well the thing that happens at the agency and especially that day, you kept secret.

Over the weekend you masturbated a dozen times more, which was unusual for you. But what was even more unusual was that you didn't even once stoke your penis. Each time you began masturbating you put one hand under your testicles and the other on your chest and began rubbing. It was like your body remembered the way you masturbated during the role play and moved on autopilot. But in reality it was you, who did it. Somehow you remembered masturbating only by rubbing your chest and under your testicles, stroking your penis was something you never did as it was ... not you.