And on, and on.

Over the first year Vixxen stayed in contact with her old friend Nikki, however Nikki was carrying her first child, and they were not able to connect more than over a few phone calls.

She still spoke ever now and again with Kira Kener, but Kira had now retired from adult film work. She still feature danced, and when she was in New York Vixxen saw her, but things were different.

Kira had liked Vixxen and wanted her to come into the adult film industry, and out of selfish reasons, she liked her quite a lot. When she retired from the business, her interest in Vixxen began to wane. Kira’s interest was sexual.

If Kira had a future with Vixxen it was sexual, not just friends, she wasn’t built that way.

But they remained friends. Very close friends, friends that could still hand out and kiss on occasion. Kira wanted more, but Vixxen tried to remain true to her husband.

Vixxen did make a few new friends in New York. At the gym, in yoga and cross fit class, and in the building they lived in. It wasn't exactly lonely, but was more lacking in personal contact than she had been used to.

On their first anniversary Mason and Vixxen had sex, however it was the first for Vixxen in a month and a half at that point. Soon Mason was pushing for children, however despite having never worn a condom during sex they had not become pregnant.

They began trying in earnest, with sex being more common, but still without success. They began seeing fertility specialists, and found that Mason was fertile. Vixxen was fertile, but the doctor told her she had some damage in her reproductive system, that looked like it was from a previous procedure.

With help she might be able to conceive, but it might be tough for her to carry a child, it might also be impossible.

Mason eventually found some of the paperwork and records Vixxen was given, and demanded answers. How long had she known? What procedure was it talking about?

Vixxen finally told her husband about what had happened with her father, and about the abortion her dad had demanded. She told him about the damage done during the procedure, and that she could probably not carry children.

This was something of personal shame for Vixxen, and not something she spoke of often. Mason was angry she had not told him, but it was something she didn't like to talk about much at all.

The sex with her biological father was something she was deeply ashamed of, regardless of the alcohol and drugs which were involved, and she knew the stigma that many carried towards abortion. Vixxen always worried that anyone who found out all that she had done and been through would want nothing to do with her.

She had done so many things she was ashamed of, how could she tell her husband all of it? Her father? Her grandfather? All of the men in prostitution?

Mason pressed and Vixxen told him everything, all of the ugly details.

Mason was bitterly disappointed. Legacy was a big thing in his family, and he was his father's only son, so he was responsible for continuing his family name. They discussed a number of options, and decided to try for a baby using a surrogate program. This option was very costly.

Beyond the cost, Mason had trouble accepting that Vixxen had willing sex with her own father, the man who raised her. He tried to understand the age gap and the drugs and alcohol, but it bothered him more than he let on. To him it wasn’t rape, she had done it on her own. And her grandfather, how had she sucked her grandfather’s dick? How had she fucked him?

It was the man who raised her. What kind of whore would have sex with their own father? Even on drugs? And then she did it when there were no more drugs.

And Vixxen had knowingly fucked many men for money, she was a whore. Damaged goods.

And she had fucked Kira Kener, a porn star. Kira was a beautiful woman, but he imagined all the cocks he had seen in Kira’s mouth on video, cock that Vixxen might well have sucked herself. His wife had eaten Kira’s pussy, one which had been fucked by dozens of cocks.

He just couldn’t handle it.