I don't want to stop

"...I don't want you to hurt me like that again but I'm not ready to stop. It's so painful at times but I guess I'm just a bit of a masochist because I'm obsessed with you and I want you to keep going."

Sarah wasn't quite ready to believe him "I'm not sure baby, it's getting pretty intense. Jim told me he loves me."

Tom's mind dashed back to the words she had said while Jim was fucking her "You love him too don't you?" he said calmly"

Sarah looked ashamed "Yes, I think I do but it's different."

"Different how?" he asked. He was still calm though his chest ached, his cock was hardening.

"It's like he has a power over me. I know he isn't a good person but in some ways that just makes him all the more exciting. I feel like he corrupts me but its such a thrill. I want to do things for him, I want to make his fantasies come true I want him to fuck me."

Tom was incredibly aroused. He was ashamed at how excited he was listening to his wife speak about loving another man but it spoke to his darkest fantasies. Still, he had to ask "What about me?"

"I still love you. I love you as much as ever. As I said it's different. I love your caring and your warmth, I love spending time with you and sitting at the table with you. I love your weird fetish, I love the power of teasing you and I don't want to lose that or you. So if we have to stop then we have to stop. I can get over Jim, I'm not sure I could get over losing you."

"I don't want to stop."

"I know, but maybe I should be the strong one here."

"Tell me more about what you see in Jim."

"Baby..."

"Please."

Sarah sighed "Fine. He is so self confident and rich. I know it's such a fucking cliche but his money is attractive. He treats me like toy and I want to be his toy. I find myself doing things that I would never dream of doing. All those horrible things I said about you. I wanted to say those things to please him. Telling him I love him, I want to say it because I know it's what he wants me to say and it such a thrill to feel his body respond when I say things he likes."

"Do you mean those things?"

Sarah looked at Tom square in the eye "Yes, there is truth in it" her eyes dropped "but everyone has flaws. I could berate him for other things" her eyes went back to his "but that doesn't turn me on like shouting out your short comings while I'm fucked by a strong, handsome man."

Tom kept his tone neutral despite the fact his heart was pounding in his chest and his cock was straining against his clothes "Tell me more about how he's corrupting you?"

Sarah smiled as if she liked the thought "Look at me. How's all this for starters. I love it but I did it for him. Made myself the sex doll he wanted me to be. I sometimes feel like a bitch, like my morals are just drifting away and I love it. I look fucking sexy and I don't give a fuck about self righteous bitches turning their noses up at me when they know full well their husbands and boyfriends could only dream about burring their cocks in me. Only a real man like Jim gets to fuck me though, not even you baby, not even my husband gets to have all this. I'd do anything for that man."

"Including leaving me?"

Sarah fervour dropped "No, not that."

Tom felt tears prickle his eyes "I'm glad"

Sarah started to cry as well "Come here" she stood up and they held each other. She felt Tom's cock press against her and she laughed through the tears "Oh my poor pathetic hubby. You really are hopeless."

"Sorry" he said.

She wiped a tear off his cheek "Don't be. It's one of the things I love about you. Jim is amazing but he's all the more amazing because of you." She kissed him, it was the kiss of a wife, personal and heartfelt but not sexual "Prove to me that you want to keep going."

Tom thought for a moment then said "Make it small again."

"Thank you" she said and kissed him again and as their lips touched Tom felt the pressure against his pyjamas lessen. She held him for a moment then said "It's going to be hard you know. I'm going to give him everything I have to give I don't think I can help but do anything else."

"I understand" he said with a broken voice.

"Just remember, what ever happens, I'll come back."