Life goes on

For a little while, things calmed down. Tom had been eager for sex but Sarah had insisted on a couple of days rest insisting that she was keen to make love to him but wanted to enjoy it. They did and Tom came very quickly but Sarah told him that she was just glad to reconnect with him. The next night they did it again and Sarah started comparing his performance to Jay which made him cum quickly again. Over the next three nights she would talk about Jim and make comparisons and every time Tom would cum in seconds.

A couple of night's later Tom was not to be cumming quickly for a change but to this point Sarah had just been enjoying it and not talking about what had happened. They were making slow love in a spooning position. It was going well until Sarah said "I was never taken by sucking your cock but somehow it just felt right to suck his" within seconds he blew his load again while Sarah giggled at the response.

Tom sighed "Why did you have to bring that up?"

"Because I knew what effect it would have on you. I also know that you're struggling with the fact that you keep cumming quickly since I cheated on you and feel you somehow need to perform." She rolled over to face him "Isn't it kind of hot though that after he fucked me so well that you can't last? Like all that anxiety over him being better than you is just getting truer?"

Tom looked down "Yes, it is" he said quietly.

Sarah reached down and took hold of Tom's cock that was still slick with their combined juices. It was almost back to full attention. "See, I can see that you are worried about me but don't be. I know I could keep quiet and we could make love like we used to but I rather enjoy teasing you like this. I don't get the fucking i used to but I'm getting off in a new way now." She was stroking his now fully erect cock "Making you cum with just a few well chosen words is really sexy you know. I never expected to enjoy it. I always thought I was totally submissive but you've shown me a side to myself I never knew about"

She rolled over back into the position they were in before and guided herself onto his now freshly hard cock. It was still a lovely and familiar cock and she liked having it inside her and since Jim it was just, comfortable. Tom started to move again and Sarah just enjoyed the slippery sensation from all he cum still inside her. Soon her mind drifted to naughty thoughts and she decided it was time to tease him again "I was wondering?"

Tom spoke through his steady thrusts "What about?"

"I don't think I'm very good at sucking cock? I mean I've hardly ever done it. I'd like to be better at it."

"You could practice on me" Tom said hopefully.

Sarah laughed and Tom could feel her laughter around his cock "That's the problem. I know I could practice on you but I don't want to."

Tom stopped thrusting "Why?"

Sarah reached around and pulled on his hip to tell him to keep going "The thing that made sucking Jim's cock so sexy was that it's something I don't do for you. If I practice on you then that ruins the fun of giving another man something you want."

"Oh god" Tom squeaked out as his motions became jagged.

"I'm never going to suck your cock baby. My mouth is only for my lovers." She knew it was a bit harsh but she was rewarded by her second load of cum. She pulled herself off him and rolled over to kiss and comfort him. To reassure him that her harsh words were said out of love and not malice.

Tom looked dolefully at her "You are going to keep teasing me aren't you?"

Sarah smiled and gave him a kiss "For now, while it amuses me"

It was the next day as they were tidying the kitchen that Sarah said "You know the other night. I was kind of serious. I really do want to be better at sucking cock and I really don't want to practice on you."

"Wow, okay." stumbled Tom a little shocked and a smidgen excited at this comment out of the blue"I guess you could practice on a dildo and I'm sure you could find video tutorials. Does this mean you are seeing him again?"

Sarah looked at him with a hint of pity "Oh babe, if I had wanted to I could have seen him every night this week. He's constantly pestering to see me again. I've been putting him off because I didn't want to upset you."

Tom was flabbergasted both at the fact that she could have had Jim as much as she wanted and the fact that she hadn't "Oh, okay. Thank you."

"Of course I'd like to. If you want me to."

Tom's heart was pounding in his chest "I... okay."

Sarah came up to him and wrapped her arms around him "I had a feeling you'd be okay with it. I'll tell him I'm free this weekend. It will be nice to get some quality sex after your performance this last few days."

Her words were harsh but her expression was playful and Tom was now hard as a rock "So soon?"

"Yea, I may have already said I might be able to see him then. I had a feeling you would be okay with it. I've been meaning to ask you about that actually. Do you want me to ask you or do you want me to see him as much as I want?"

"How much do you want to see him?" stammered Tom.

"I don't know yet, It's new and exciting at the moment but that could change. I just liked the idea of not asking permission and I thought you might like it too."

Tom took a deep breath and let it out slowly "I, don't know. That's a pretty big thing. I mean it is pretty hot but, I don't know. Could we talk about it again another time?"

"I understand baby. Of course we can." She kissed him and then broke off and went to grab her coat.

"Where are you going?" asked Tom.

"Sex shop. I want to try and find a Jim shaped dildo to practice on."