Kara says no to submitting... in public

"No!" Kara tries to make the exclamation sound confident as she lifts of and flies at an angle towards home, but she's not sure if she's fooling anyone, she's certainly not feeling convinced herself.

After a while, she changes her direction to fly more directly towards home, staying high above the brownstones until she arrives at her own building, she makes a super-sight and x-ray sweep before plunging down to her floor and hurrying in through the window.

Kara is pacing back and forth on the floor in her Supergirl suit, 'This is so wrong, I'm supposed to be the strong one, I can't be getting turned on by.. by... no, stop deluding yourself Kara, I can feel the wetness just walking around here, heck, I can smell it, stupid super-senses. I need to face this, either it's not true, and I'll figure it out quickly, or it is a part of me and I need to understand it so I don't panic anytime it's brought up. Hmm, but what exactly am I anyway'

Stopping suddenly, Kara uses her hearing and x-ray vision to check the building hallway and nearby apartments, to make sure she's not heard or seen, then she clears her throat "I'm a loser..., I AM a loser, I'm clumsy and stupid, I'm glutton for punishment, I'm a slut, I'm a painslut, I'm a whore" 'oh, I guess it doesn't have that much effect when I'm just saying it to myself, though those last few felt... different.'

'I guess there's nothing for it but to continue' Kara lifts the back of her skirt and tries to look at her backside in the mirror as she undoes the strap of her suit, effectively mooning herself. Then she uses the other hand and quickly smacks her own ass

'Disappointing, maybe if I try harder?' There's a sudden sound like a gun-shot followed by a pained "Ow! Shoot! Fish-sticks!"

Kara blows some freeze-breath on her hand and then uses it to rub a very red area on her right ass-cheek 'Ok, that was a bit much, though, hmm, the feeling after the initial intense sting is actually kind of nice, oh Rao, maybe I really am a. um, pain... connoisseur'

Quickly heading over to her desk, Kara sits down and grabs her CatCo laptop, minimizing her ongoing article on the missing girls 'Ok, time to put those journalist skills to use, research time!'

A few minutes later and with the help of google with safe search turned off assorted browser tabs are open with Wikipedia pages on subjects such as masochism, sadism, glossary of BDSM and spanking, erotic humiliation

After that, her searches changes, most containing BDSM first and then the browser tabs are different sites and on subjects like power play, power exchange, total power exchange, slavery, degradation and public humiliation.

Giving in to temptation Kara stops skipping all the porn links 'So, I don't need to have super hearing to have heard of porn hub, how bad can it be if like, almost everyone uses it, gah, stop being a prude Kara, you've been getting wetter reading dry and not so dry articles about people being objectively horrible to each other, you can watch a video of it too!' It's around this time a small icon is added to her system tray, indicating the microphone has come on.

As she watches bits and pieces of some videos, and longer stretches of others Kara finds one that she finds quite intriguing, depicting a woman in demure professional clothing that get's slapped around a bit by her older male boss, before she's pushed to her knees and mercilessly face-fucked while he heaps **** on her. By this point Kara is quite worked up as she has let her hands glide along her body, and has started to move one inside her panties 'Rao, just do it already, don't be such a p... don't be such a pussy Kara, you're a slut' "I'm a slut! I love pain and sex and, hah, this would be more believable naked"

Kara super-speeds into her bedroom, puts away her super-suit and every other stitch of clothing before returning with a towel for her chair and the motor part of her electric toothbrush for herself.
Sitting down on the towel, legs spread and eyes on the video, she's trying to push herself further. "Slut's don't wear clothes, slut's are always ready, now use that cu...that pussy like it's meant to"
As the laptops camera light distinctly does not turn on, the system tray becomes home to yet another icon indicating the camera is indeed turned on, just in time to watch Kara turn the toothbrush motor on and push it against the stiff little nub of her engorged clit, all attempts to speak devolve into moaning as she uses her other hand to add a finger, and then two to her sopping hole 'Oh, Rao, I don't even, uhh, this feels fucking great, oh' "RAOOooo!"

As Kara starts to come down from her orgasm, she sees the movie has changed and now a female coworker of the woman from earlier is blackmailing her into being a slut and obeying her every degrading whim.
While Kara can feel some stirrings that could be used to push her towards another high, her post-orgasm crash and regrets wins out 'Rao forgive me, what on Earth am I doing, this is **** I'm watching, ****, what sort of person gets off on that, what sort of person am I, no, no, never again', Kara almost believes herself

The forgotten toothbrush falls to the floor as Kara gets up from her chair, picking it up before smacking the Laptop closed and picking up the stained towel and heading to the bathroom 'I need a shower, a cold shower, like a 0 degrees Kelvin shower, and then a good nights sleep, and then tomorrow I can get to work and focus on doing more research on the missing women'