You're afraid

I was so turned on, and quite a bit buzzed, but I wasn't quite ready for this. I put my hand down and grabbed the head of his cock, and said, "Not yet".

I figured I could stall for time, and maybe make him come another way.

I moved down on the couch, and took him in my mouth. I used my right hand to stroke the cock of the other guy there.

After a few minutes of this, I could tell they were both ready to cum.

The guy attached to the cock in my mouth whispered, "I'm close. Where do you want my cum?"