I might as well try the next best thing.

Over and over in my head, I say to myself, "Maybe it's not that bad after all. Even though I watched porn as a male and saw girls putting long pricks inside their mouths. I usually thought that putting something big in your mouth was painful, but come to think of it, it probably isn't that bad. I though kissing and laying with a larger man was gross or uncomfortable, but it actually feels really good."

So I try. I take my itty-bitty fingers and pry off the hem of Ralph's boxers. I pull them down slowly like a dramatic scene. First I see hair, but much more than what is on the belly of Ralph. The hair grows more and more numerous as I slowly inch Ralph's underwear down. Finally, I see the huge member of Ralph, which is halfway erect. Even so, it pokes out like a sore thumb. Pubic hair gathers all around it but the dick is naked compared to the ball sacks.

In my head I say to myself, "Gross" but that is just my male conscious still embedded in my mind. I actually think that the male conscious will subside once the female senses and mind takes over. I actually feel more better as a female than a male.

Now more determined and less grossed out, I gather up the courage to even touch the thing. With my small, delicate hands, I grab it gently like one of those long balloons clowns blow up to make balloon animals. It doesn't feel like a balloon, but more like a firm sausage that has cooled down once out of the frying pan. I find that once I hold it firmly, my finger doesn't reach around the thick prick. But I feel very naughty holding it, feeling the warmth of Ralph's member in my hand. With my other hand, I run a finger or two in the hairy forest of his crotch, and also hold his balls in my hand. The balls feel much warmer than the shaft.

I look up to find Ralph both hissing, drawing in and out small breaths and smiling at my progress. He tells me, "Don't just hold it. Rub it, feel the whole package, lick it even."

I follow his directions and I rub my palm against the many surfaces of his cock. First the sides of the shaft, then the ball sacks with the hair covering them, and then even the tip of the shaft which feels much more smoother than the rest. I begin now to hold the shaft with both of my hands and feel the whole package like a toy. I rub the whole shaft up and down and begin to notice the reactions of Ralph. He is moaning louder and sometimes faster, once I speed up my movements. At times I pause, and I see him taking deep breaths once he rests. I actually think how the females think when they see a huge cock like this. I kinda visualize that Ralph's cock is like a piece of meat waiting to be eaten, or a lollipop waiting to be licked.

So I try to lick it for once. With my small yet moist tongue, I lick the very tip of Ralph's dick and my saliva moistens it. Ralph gives a more different reaction this time, moaning with his mouth closed. I try to lick it as well as rub it at the same time. Again, Ralph's sudden change of breathing changes to a different kind. But right now my hands are tired of holding such a firm extension of a man. I begin to just lick it with my tongue. By instinct, I feel like when my tongue hits the tip or runs along the shaft, I feel like putting the thing in my mouth from time to time.

By coincidence, or sheer luck, Ralphs says in his rapid breathing, "Put it in your mouth baby. Suck my dick, girl."

I obey his command and once my tongue licks the tips of his cock again, his shaft involuntarily and literally is sucked into my mouth. My saliva, acting as a natural accelerant, moistens the dryness of Ralph's shaft and head and engulfing him in a different sense of pleasure. But having such a hard and firm object in my mouth is very uncomfortable if I leave it there. So I involuntarily take his cock out, minding to slurp up all the flavored saliva from his shaft. Out comes the cock from my mouth and I swallow all the man-flavored saliva down my throat. After I swallow, I find myself breathing in and out hard.

I then hear Ralph, cheering me on, but still heavily breathing. He cheers, "That's it, Heather. You doin' good, girl. Suck my dick, baby!"

I am then encouraged in a funny way, and I immediately put the large dick inside of my mouth minding to suck the saliva off. I also decide to make it stay in my mouth this time. With one of my hands I stabilize the throbbing cock and move my mouth up and down his cock. The unusual pleasure I'm feeling is now soaring through my whole body, especially near my pussy area. With my other hand, I reach down and insert my hand under the pink g-string and feel my pussy lips. I find that they are moist from all the sucking and slurping of Ralph's cock in my mouth.

Ralph then makes the next move. Knowing that I have gotten the hang of sucking his dick, he takes one hand and gathers most of my hair up. Now clenching his hand he gather the hair like a ponytail. He gently pulls it to makes sure I know that he is in control. I take my hand from his dick, but continue to suck on it with my mouth.

Ralph then controls my head bobbing and fucks my mouth with his dick. He pounding hurts a little but the pleasure overwhelms the pain. I notice that his dick touches the back of my throat from time to time, but the gag reflex doesn't kick it. Possibly, it hasn't hit the uvula yet.

Now with a free hand, I guide it to a place where I'm feeling pleasure as well. I grasp one of my breasts and pleasure it myself. I also flick the nipple once or twice. Ralph has now been face fucking me with his huge cock for over ten minutes already.