Risk it

I couldn't think of anything else but to get filled up even more. I slightly increased the water pressure, got filled up, squirted it out than increased the pressure again and again and again. I continued this untill I realized I was on the highest pressure. I couldn't realize but this was quite loud. Not to mention the fact that I was moaning.

I was on my knees, my ass pointing towards the door. I was scared when I felt a hand on my throat and another grabbing my hair. It was the guy who played with my ass before. He lifted me up into the air while the shower hose was still in my ass with the highest pressure. I was filled up already and it started to hurt. I could barely breathe. I couldn't tell him to put me down. My belly started to grow. It was truely painful. The hose was too deep to fall out and I had no room for water. My whole guts were filled. I tried to push the hose out and it slowly started to slid towards my asshole but it was very deep inside. My head started to turn purple and I was about to pass out when it finally slid out of me. The water just exploded out of my asshole. He was so surprised he released my neck and I fell to the ground. I haven't even stopped the squirting on the impact with the ground. I squirted all over his jeans. The hose was shaking like crazy and everything became wet in the bathroom.

When I could finally breathe I kneeled before him and apologized. He took off his T-shirt and jeans because they were soaking wet from the dirty water coming out of my asshole. He sat down to the edge of the bathtub and covered his face with his hands. In shame? anger? I don't know. There was an akward silence after this. I turned around, face down ass up and asked him if he still wants me.

"What?" - he asked totally shocked

"You wanted to fuck my ass. I'm yours!" - I replied

He rushed over to me and grabbed my cock. It wasn't sexy, it was painful. I was agonizing. He called me names like stupid faggot and gay than punched me in the face and left the bathroom. I was very disappointed. I didn't even know why I wanted him to have my ass. Maybe he is right? Maybe I'm really a faggot? but I like girls too! Am I bisexual than? I was so confused...I became very tired so I masturbated myself into sleep. Next morning I cleaned the bathroom and nobody suspected anything. This was the last highschool party because everybody was going to a university.

I was so happy yet so sad. This was the last time Cyntia and Mark humiliated me. To be honest I'm going to miss this so much. I knew that everybody saw the humiliating video about me. I knew they showed it to everybody. But no matter if I'm wrong because than everybody could see how they treated me in person. I could have stopped serving them but the truth is I enjoyed it. This way I could remain close to Cyntia. She is my true Goddess with her mean smile and bratty personality. If I could go back in time I wouldn't change anything. I loved every masturbation, every humiliation. Everything. But to be honest if I could have acted confident when they first teased me in the park than none of these would have happene and I'm sure I could have gotten a girlfriend and I could still have my manhood. But it all doesn't matter because it happened this way, I'm nearly a girl I nearly got my ass fucked by a guy.

These were my thoughts in the next few days. Everyday I'm feeling worse. My ass really hurts. First it was just painful when I tried to play with it. Than It hurt when I saat down. Now it hurts even when I'm lying on stomach. I'm very afraid. Should I visit the doctor?