Continue down the path

You run and walk for a long time. Eventually, your jumbled mess of thoughts straightens itself into small fragments that you are comfortable are true, at least for you...

I have already done something that could lead to divorce. I do not want divorce. Cutting this off completely right now with Kate is unlikely to lead to Kate telling Rachel about this, but possible. Interacting with Kate does not seem likely to be discovered by Rachel. Interacting with Kate is exciting and pleasurable. Interacting with Kate makes me feel guilty. The excitement and pleasure of interacting with Kate outweighs the guilt. I do not see anything instrinsically with having thoughts, sexual or otherwise, about anybody.

You switch to only walking, and walk until your breath is slowed, and you feel sure. Finally, you pull out the magnetic kill switch, and step off. Still breathing heavily, you walk back up to your room. Housekeeping has come and gone in your absense, leaving the room cleaned and again largely impersonal. You sit heavily on the edge of the bed, and open up the chat room. There are no new posts from Kate. You try to think of how to explain what exactly it was that happened.

s: erection this am. the site manager had large breasts, flashed a bit of cleavage, and then walked up the staircase in front of me.
s: for whatever reason, my mind immediately jumped to imagining the attributes of the breasts and then fucking them
s: and also mentally jumped immediately from the clothed legs and ass in front of me to what they would look like unclothed in various configurations
s: and that was sufficient to cause an erection that i then needed to awkwardly conceal.

As you take off your running shoes, you think of Kate reading what you just wrote. It is just on the border between late afternoon and early evening now, and she has probably left work for the day. Will she sneak a peek at the chat room tonight, maybe alone in a bathroom stall during intermission? Will she see it after she gets home, as she and her husband undress and crawl into bed? Will she see it tomorrow morning, first thing at work? When she sees it, will she be amused, disappointed, turned on? Will she touch herself?

You rouse from your thoughts and realize you are hard. You walk into the bathroom, stand in front of the mirror, and pull down your shorts far enough that your cock can spring up. Taking hold of it in your left hand, you begin to stroke it while you navigate back into the chat room with your right.

s: erection again just now. thinking about you reading what i just wrote, and imagining what your reaction will be.

You snap a photo, showing you standing with your shorts around your thighs, your dick in your hand, and still wearing the sweat soaked shirt you were running in. You post it in #show, then close your phone and set it down. You turn on the water in the shower, and strip off the gym clothes as the water heats up. You step carefully into the shower, then place your hand back around your cock, and close your eyes and think of Kate's vulva against your mouth. You cum quickly, then linger in the shower, letting the water run over you, savoring the warmth.

Eventually you get out and dry off. It's about dinner time, so you send your wife the typical daily text, then dress in street clothes and go out for dinner. You feel ravenous, but skip over the first fast casual you pass and find a sit-down chain that will have some offering more filling and better for you. You return to the room after dinner and spend the rest of the evening reading, occasionally checking the chat room, which remains responseless.

The next day's presentation is fine, but you doubt much will come of it if anything, as it just isn't a good lead. This is why a change in territories will be so nice, you think, walking out to your car afterwards. Or maybe I just need to prioritize organizations with female leadership, as I seem to do much better with them. After another lunch and another study session to prep for your final presentation for the week, you return to the hotel. The body weight exercises feel marginally less awkward to perform today, though you aren't any better at holding the positions or doing more reps. On the treadmill, you put in the headphones and turn on a video on your phone, and run and walk until your legs feel rubbery. During the cooldown walk, you check the chat room, and find messages posted about 45 minutes prior.

k: oh my
k: we need to talk
k: tonight, same time as on monday

You have 3 XP, -1 Hard, +3 Hot, +1 Cool, -1 Control, Cunnilingus and Old Habits Die Hard (2). Desire levels: Kate +0, Rachel -1.

What does the dreaded "we need to talk" concern? Roll +hot (+3: +3 hot, +0 Desire) to determine Kate's reaction/mindset. On a 7+ she is in to it. On a 10+, she also gains +1 Desire.