It's Horrible

"I was once a girl from Sparta born from a woman named Callisto and a father that my mother tries to hide from us, I have a Sister named Desiree who was capture by the people who attack the village when we were young and only I only find out that they name is Ares the God of War and Goddess Athena who save me from being killed by Ares. I look at my sister being taken away by them and felt powerless, even though I said I will always save her I couldn't even save him from that moment. I entered the Army of the Sparta but they stopped me telling that a girls in Sparta ARE NOT ALLOWED IN THE ARMY so I trained myself every day sharping my skills, hunting outside of the town for foods to eat and live up in the trees, I returned to the Army after 10 years and registered myself again there was mockery in the conversation but I proved myself by knocking 50 men they set as a trial, shocked by my successs they directly put me in the position of a captain leading the 50 men that I lead and growing to thousands by the time I turn 30. In the 12 years in the Army I meet a woman named Lysandra who is pregnant with a child, I helped her with her situation until the child is born, after the child was born we were happy of her birth and she named her Calliope but until I notice the child face is roting, we seek for doctors everywhere in Sparta and all of them said that the only thing that can make her alive is the ambrosia, the Food and Drink of the Gods, knowing the Most of the Gods character I didn't think that they wilk ever care for a mortals life so I despaired until the God of War, Ares gave me and opportunity to save Calliope all I had to do is fight the other heroes chosen by the othef Gods in a Tournament. It was tough but I made it through and Picked my Prize of winning the Tournament hanged in the tree in a form of Golden Apple, every thing went well Caliope is cured until 6 years later I was called to the battlefield todefend the hord of barvarians so many of them that I they surpassed us by 1 to 20 we fought hard but our skills and will didn't not surpass their superioir number, my men were hunt down while I was facing the leader of the Barvarians, I knew who he is he was the one of the people who participated in the tournament, he told me that he needed that apple for his father but he failed making his father die painfully and he blamed me for it. Until finishing our unagreements we fought hard, I overpowered him but he cheated in the last moments calling the help of his bretherns until I was weakend that I could get up. Looking at the **** coming near me by the second I feared and desperately made my last option I can think at that moment, Beg to the God of War, he accepted it and gave me these powerful blades and I killed all my enemies with my new found strength. I served willfully him as my contract said and thought that serving him will make Sparta prosperous raiding some of Athena's followers to the ground until the last one I raided, I was tricked by the God of War and accidentally killed Lysandra and Calliope outside the building the oracle that should told me to not kill to people in this temple laughed at my demise and that bitch braded me a curse making the ashes of my Love and step daughter on my skin and called me the "Ghost ofSparta" so I killed her as well. After the incident, I have been having nightmares of what I have done day and night. That day I planned to kill the Ares but I couldn't see another method except being to being a **** to the Gods and bring back Lysandra and Calliope back, it hurts my feelings to be commanded to do this and that and some demi-gods look at me so low and even demanded me to give my virginity so I killed him out of my rage and was lightly punished by the Gods because it wasn't me who started it. Some time of serving the Gods I was called by them to the throne room in Olympus and was commanded by Zeus himself to kill Ares before he destroys Athens home of the majority of Athena's followers I went to seek the Box of Pandora for the power to slay Ares the God of War and went in a journey on the back of my grandfather Cronus the titan of time where Pandora box was placed, Cronus was punished to wander to the sands back and forth but he didn't do this and just survey near the way to the endless sand path of the east called Sands of Lost souls. I climb up to him and made my way to the box so close that it would even take just one step to open it I was impaled to the wall and died,bAres took the Box. I though it was the end but I opened my eyes to see myself in a garden in the underworld, being a demi god I could go out freely if I just kill out the obstacles on my way to the living world. In the garden I have meet an Oracle in the underworld and was told that I can be with my love ones if I put my power to the old tree as they call it which was weird but for a chance to be with them I followed it. I became a mortal again and ater I meet with Calliope and Lysandra I feel something dangerous and after the feeling there was some shaking, I speak with the Oracle and she told me to speak with the Athena as her statue is the only one in that dimension, Athena said that I have to stop Persephone from destroying the world with Atlas was freed and helping her, I took my power from the tree and went to the tree, I first meet Persephone in the Pillar That Holds The World and talked about the madness of her intention and she told me about her story being kidnapped and **** to love who she didn't love and just want to end her misery by killing all the Gods creations and most of mortals. I was able to capture her chaining her to the Pillar and went up to stop Atlas making him hold the world on his shoulders containing him for good. I went to Athens seeing Ares still distacted and opened the box taking the power out of it. I fought Ares and manage to over powered him, that weakling even used illusions to weaken me but it wasn't enough and I killed him." She stop speaking and walk to me slowly to the Sculpture in the wall and touch it by the edge and continues.

"You think that is enought but the it is not it. I talked to Athena to gave me a favor since she is the only one I could beg for to have Lysandra and Calliope to be returned but she said she couldn't do it, then how about Zeus? Poseidon? Hades? But all of them wouldn't do it for me and just went kick me out in their place. I went to the Suicide Bluffs to kill myself but was stopped by Athena saying that the God of War's throne is gone and they needed a person for a replacement and they choose me. I was angered by their action cause even though they wanted something I gave it to them but how about me? They didn't even consider my wish. If that is what they wanna play then so be it, becoming the person that I hated. After 3 years of becoming god the God of War, I still hunted and suffered from the memories of my past but I it added about Desiree being kidnapped by the two unknown figures. I knew there was something fishy going on because why would a memory that I forgoten along time ago resurface now. So I went to the Temple of Poseidon in Atlantis for answers, I was warned by Athena that I should go there but I pushed myself with hate in Olympus and went on. I faced many enemies including Scylla. After killing my last enemy Scylla in the Volacano where a Titan name Thera was prisoned after that I went back to my way in Atlantis swimming my way out of the Volcano Island to the Temple of Poseidon. There I meet my mother being imprisoned and locked in the temple for all those years just after the **** of Desiree, weakened by the grief of the our life, before even I could asked she told me about my sister being alive even though she said about my sister being dead and now she telling that Desiree is alive it made me question why tell me now? She answered fearfully that because of our father, hearing say that I didn't really know my father but making my mother into this state I questioned her who is my father? She answered me with a whisper "Zeus", after she said that she transformed into a monster, I tried to convince it but it wouldn't stop attacking me so I **** myself and killed the monster who was once my mother stabbing it to the chest, it transformed back to my mother. She breath heavily as she was in the brink of **** and **** herself to say "Save your Sister" as her last word as a mother." Kratos cried and crazily laugh as she spins herself collecting the air with her. *Sounds whirling winds is produced*

"And at that point I lost myself, it didn't matter what the Gods say anymore, they are just a lying bunch, controlling everything and destroying everything that didn't follow their orders. I went to the temple of Ares near my home in Sparta. Destroyed his statue outside and went into his temple before destoying all of it I came upon a mirror part of his filthy trail of illusion I destroyed it and found something behind it I know it was for something so I spoke to Athena in Athens about the thing I found and she hesitated but unconsciously told me about it being the key to the Temple of ****. A key of a God's temple being keeped by another God is strange so I asked her why? She reluctantly answers me that that was to prevent any of the living from entering that area cause the demise of the Olympus is sealed their. Hearing that I asked her who was the demise of Olympus and she stopped sighing heavily and answered "Desiree". These even made me angrier for how many years my sister **** by the God of **** I directly went out of the . I went directly to the Temple of **** to enter the Domain of ****, home of Thanatos. I meet with her daughter Erinys and killed her for wanting to kill me first. Then quickly proceeded to save Desiree. Entering the building I see her being hanged up on her hands chained up, I cut the chains and landed her safely to the ground and told her she is safe now, she puch me, slapped me and grabbed my face to hers to say all her suffering for leaving her behind. We were interupted by Thanatos by taking Desiree to the Suicide Bluff. I quickly follow them jumping out of the temple in pursuit. After landing I see her being toyed around and thrown left and right. I told Thantos to stop this but he didn't saying that I will pay the price for killing ber daughter. I paled and tried to stop his intention to stab his sword through Desiree and I succeeded by pushing Desiree away and deflected the attack, I told Desiree to get out of the place so I can focus on fighting after she is gone the two of us fought, I and Thanatos fought for along time draining me from my stamina and slowing my movements, I showed difficulties of attacking and deflecfing attacks and can only dodge, Thanatos stopped playing and transformed into a giant humaniod winged dragon and smashed me everywhere. Losing my strength I thought that it is the end and closed my eyes. Suddenly I her a woman's scream coming near me and I look at the source it was Desiree wielding a pole stick and a wooden shield, I despaired, I sacrifice myself for her to be out of hear and she came back, I told her to run and leave me but she was stubborn and speared one of Thanatos eyes she was then smashed like me but she didn't taken it like me, she wasn't ok she was coughing blood, I crawled while the giant Thanatos laughed at my misery. I finally was infront of her and check for her heart beat but there wasn't, she was dead." Kratos finished spinning by creating a powerful wind with Hot air increasing the Pressure shakimg the place with her in the center and angrily continued.

"She's fucking dead and I told her that I will save her from childhood and look what was infront of me! A dead body of my sister killed by one of the Gods I hate! powerless to do anything and watched her die, I feel my anger inside of me busrting out releasing the power inside of me and Killed the Mother fucking God of **** by my own hands ripping him inside out." Hearing her story at this point. I pity her, Kratos, this girl. She lost her mother and her sister by her father's plan and even tries to kill her. The cycle of her family is so pityful from , Losing mind by anger from all her misfortune I wanna end it but before even I could try she continued.

"I had only one proirity ever since that day kill all the Gods that participated and those who didn't help me when I was in need. I became more agresive, ruthless and chaotic." She broke our eye contact and stares at the wall sculpture again focusing on the background I see many gigantic humaniod parts scattered .

"After all of this I went to the Portal in the Suicide Bluff and meet Athena saying that she's sorry that she couldn't do anything when we were young and until now that we are old, I dennied her about this being her fault cause it is definitely the 3 Major Gods fault that this happened and are probably watching all the time while I was fighting, I returned to My throne in Olympus and planned for vengeance. You don't know how evil I am. I am evil enough to attack Athena's followers despite of her helping me to all kinds of trouble just because of her being Zeus Favorite. I am evil enough to kill all those who crossed my path. I am evil enough to masacre a village and kill innocents. It was me who did it, It is I who have become a tyrant, I became what I disgusted for my ****."

"When I was fighting in the city of Athens I lost some of my strength from the Fucking bird that flew in my left shoulder in the start of the battle I thought it was Athena. I then heard Zeus voice from above saying that putting my power to the Sword of Olympus will help me, believing Zeus the sword made it easier, but fighting 10 Huge stastues with a height aproximity of 100 meters tall the fight was hard , I was weakened to the point that I became a mortally wounded, Zeus appeared and snatched the sword then stabbed me and taunte me about never going to kill him. Bhearing that from him, he probably knows what I am going to do. I despaired not knowing what will be my next path. I closed my eyes waiting for what is next and after that I my nightmares showed. All the horrible things with unkown hands grabbing me down to hell. In that time I couldn't do anything so I just waited for them to finished." She stopped all I hear is our breathing. I took a step forward to try and stop her without using my voice but she interupt.

"But something broke it and awaken me."

"It was magical, that voice, a hope for me, the only thing that gave me strength to climb out of the pit I was in. So after some time climbing I see a shining rope and grabbed it then I heard the voice again telling me to hold on so I followed, suddenly I was going up so fast that even my climbing speed look like a snails pace. After sometime I see the light I was so eager to go out and when I was near the hole I feel purified light headed, spirited and closed my eyes to prolong the feeling, still facing up I opened my eyes and see you. Your Godly features stunned me. Your attracting looks, your s3 trength pulling me up the hole, your mesmerizing eyes with the way you look at me made me secure. it wasn't perverted ncluded and many more but the most I felt from you Athur was Security from harm. I feel secured from you so that is why I followed you willingly until now. So can I still be with you?

Can I still be with you?