September 15th

September 15th

All of my muscles hate me. I was not made for this kind of work. I only got it because they were **** for staff, I wanna be working behind a desk not building houses of heavy bricks, I've never done work like this before and I hate it.

I only work on Thursdays and Fridays so it's not so bad, it's just everything hurts, mainly my hand after dropping a brick on it. (Not broken)

Anyway, today I got back into my rules, but didn't do any PM dares because it really hurts to move right now. I have 7 PMs waiting to be read so I'll try to do them tomorrow.

Waking up I edged, as well as doing so before leaving my room. Today I wore a light blue sundress because it was easy to put on, as well as a silver necklace. My meals today have been the hardest part as kneeling on the floor and arching my back in such a specific way really hurts my already aching back, plus there my "monthly pains" so all in all I've been in total pain all day.

I've followed most of my other rules, but when it came to the bathroom I didn't have the energy to clamp my nipples so I skipped that today, if you think I need to be punished for that then please PM me.

Best part of the whole day was a nice long boiling bath. I spent about an hour just resting in my bath, letting my muscles soften and relax, the worst part was when I realised how cold the water got and had to get out.

I know this is a boring entry, and I am sorry, but I'm in so much pain. Good part is that now I'll be stronger and can do more if I need to.

Goodnight everyone

<3 Kah