Permenantly

Doe paused, trying to gather the words in the back of her mouth. The pause itself put you on edge. It told you what her answer was going to be before she even said it.

"Look. I know it's hard to hear. It's hard to even say, let me tell you. But, I need this fantasy. To me, it's been the basis of all things sex for my entire life. From the moment I could masturbate to the present day, it has been the one thing that got me going."

She paused again. The room was dead silent. You couldn't even muster a word in response.

"I love you, John. More then anything. But, when we're in bed together, that is the thing I think about. Every time. I think to me, it's either be sold or seal off that part of myself forever."

"But, permanent?" You asked, your voice came out higher pitched then you'd meant it too.

"Permanent." She said soft. Resolute. "It must be permanent. Otherwise it's meaningless. I've even done it once before. I had my ex-boyfriend sell me for two weeks at an auction that he set up. It was fun, but it was not enough. It only made the absence of the real thing harder to ignore."

"So, this is going to be hard for you. For me..." She sighed and looked you in the eyes. "But, what we have can't be forever. The day will come when you need to sell me, and that will be it."

"You don't have to answer me now. But, you need to consider whether you can live with that. Because this can't be negotiated."

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