No, I love my boyfriend too much to cheat

Even though I wanted to fuck Bill, I told him I couldn't do this. I couldn't cheat on Wes.
I whispered softly in his ear, "I'll keep your number, and if we ever break up, you'll be the first person I call."
I gave him a soft kiss on the cheek and looked into his eyes. They were big and brown, and I could tell his feelings were hurt. I told him that any girl would be lucky to have him, and that if I wasn't with Wes, I'd fuck him in a heartbeat.

I walked out of the bathroom and Bill followed shortly after. Wes and I left and went home, but I couldn't stop thinking about Bill.

That night I crashed at Wes' place, in a twin bed not big enough for two adults to sleep in. Wes was turned away from me, snoring loudly. I had trouble sleeping that night, sometimes I get homesick, and I freak out to the point that I have to go home, no matter how tired I am or how far the drive is.

It was around 3am when I decided I better get home. I stopped at the corner gas station to pick up a coffee to drink on the way. My body was exhausted, but my mind was racing. After I bought the coffee, I got back into my car and started thinking about things. I wondered why I had stayed with Wes all this time, it seemed like such a waste. All we ever did was hang out, nothing special. Our sex life was boring and at times even gross. I just couldn't bring myself to the point of being turned on by fucking his ass. It just doesn't do it for me.

I reclined the seat in my car a little, and sipped on my coffee that was finally cooling off. I reached in my purse and took out Bill's number. My hands fingered the paper while I thought of all the possibilites. Should I call him? Will I wake him up and piss him off? Maybe he's got someone over there right now and he's fucking her instead..

I took out my phone and dialed his number. I figured that if he didn't answer, I could just hang up and no one would be the wiser.

I pressed send and waited anxiously as the phone started to ring. I put a finger over the receiver so my end was silent.

"Hello?" It was him.

"Ummm.. Hi, Bill?" I said.

"Yeah, this is Bill." I heard other voices in the background.

"Umm, this is Wes' girlfriend, did I wake you?" I was hoping I didn't wake him, and hoping that he would be alone in the house, but no.

"No, I'm still up. Haven't slept for 3 days and looks like I'm not going to have any luck tonight either Still got a houseful of people anyway." He laughed.

I replied, "Well, I was thinking.. if you weren't busy.. umm.. maybe I could swing by on my way home? I couldn't sleep either, and I drank some coffee, so I'll probably be up awhile too. Maybe we can hang out for a bit."