but he actually eggs me on.

I snap out of my cock-drunk state. I'm gonna show him!

I keep bobbing even though it makes me gag. I even increase my pace. I can feel the tears welling up and can imagine the mascara dripping down my cheeks with them. I don't break eye contact.

I'm taking more than half of him when he really starts getting into it. He's thrusting harder and deeper into me. I'm not sure when I started, but I'm moaning as he fucks my face. I still have one hand on him, but it's mostly holding on for dear life. I can't manage much more than this, well this and rubbing my clit with the other hand.

Abruptly Chris stands up. I try to keep sucking him off, but he pushes me backwards with his knee. I shut my eyes and let out a yelp.