Taking the Good with the Bad

I can't ever remember waking up to my wife with her lips wrapped around my cock, but that's what was happening when I awoke the next morning and as I looked down at her I spied the same wanton look I'd seen on her face last night. She looked up at me she was wearing a superior proud smile now as much to say, 'Look – Look what I've done' so what could I do, she deserved the respect that she had managed to get my cock upright after a night where I wandered whether it ever would again so what did I do, I burst out laughing.

She spat me out “Sssshhhsshh you, you'll wake your daughter up it's only six o'clock.”

“And if you're naughty I won't finish you, so behave.”

“Yes Ma'am.”

She went back to the job in hand, I lay there and watched for a while as her pretty face went about it's work.

She licked up and down the underside of my cock held it in her little hand till her nose bumped into my balls, she enveloped as much of each as she could blowing saliva over them as she went, then she pursed and moved her lips away, the threads of slime pulled away from my balls and clung to her lips like spiderwebs, then she would race to gobble away on my length with renewed vigor. After quarter of an hour I swung my body around underneath her lifted her torso so I could get my head under her she tried to resist, “NO, this is for YOU.”

“I know, that's why I'm taking it.”

I could hear her frustration, but she went back to her sucking and licking while I did the same in her other end.

I licked her and suckled on her clit til she came and drenched my mouth, nose and chin in her juice. I came just as she was finishing, I didn't know if she wanted me to unload in her mouth, so I tweaked my ass as if to pull away. She must of realised what I was trying to do her arms grabbed me round the ass-cheeks to stop me pulling away, I could feel the grip from her mouth around my cock, her tounge was dancing around rubbing along my length. That was it I came so powerfully I pushed my ass up off the bed, if she wasn't embedded before, she was now.

We lay for a while, I could of dropped off if I didn't have to get up.

“God Liz, You all but killed me.”

I looked down at a small guileless face framed by her bobbed short dark hair some of which fell across her nose and mouth giving her that wild look I'd seen last night. I thought she was going to speak until as she started a smile something started to leak out the corner of her mouth, looking at me the only thing I heard was, “Fffiiipppp ....ahhhhh.”

“So what's on the agenda today you two”

I replied “Work.”

Leigh broke in, “School.”

“Okay you guys, I've got to go see Grandad this afternoon. Leigh, so I maybe a little bit late, I'll try not to be.”

“Cool. See ya, bye Mum, bye Dad.”

Geezus, I mentally shook my head, had the last three days just been a bad dream.

Leigh's text came through an hour later, 'Txt ginia n sen paul re mum problm.'

Dense, I hadn't clicked at all, I asked, 'wot mum prob.'

'us! memba!, her n g'dad meet pm 2day.'

Like I said, dense. 'O yes now wit u.'

'k wot u 3decide?'

'Ginia gona tel mum 2day wen meet am.'

'k'

'u ptend not no 2nite M?'

'dont no I can pull it off, L.'

'wot u guna do?'

'don't no, wot if mum ring me?'

'Shit, i neva tawt bout dat.'

'Leigh, language.'

'sory, u no idea?'

'k. we play by ear, if sumtin happen, i txt k.'

'k M. luv u b strong. L.'

Oh God, she's going to always call me M, now. Oh well I can live with it I guess, don't know about Ginia though.

Well I'd like to say that we were rejuvenated after last night and that Gin and I were back to being the old friends helping each other like we had over the previous three days, and we were, but things were just different.

It seemed like the photo incident had awoken in Ginia anyway too many of the old painful memories of her life. She was there but she was distant, maybe the awareness that despite the problems Liz and I had we were still going to remain in our marriage, I don't know, we did a good job of both skirting around the problem.

In my case it just bought up thoughts as to whether I'd done the right thing for me rather than Gin when we broke up. I was finding it hard to understand whether it was a case of sacrifice that made me do it or selfishness that I didn't want the hassle of a permanent relationship. It would be another year and a half before Liz came along so I hadn't jumped from one relationship to another that was clear, but for the life of me I couldn't remember why I'd been so decisive with cutting Ginia free, I couldn't even remember us really talking hard out about it I thought it was by mutual understanding and goodwill. I wasn't going to ask Ginia, and she was the only one with the answers. Instead I did nothing. Anyway when we met at lunch in my office she bought me up to date with what Liz and her had talked about this morning. Liz had told her about last night and this morning but Gin just kept it on the down low with a smile and the comment that it was the way to rebuild a relationship, I definitely didn't want to comment one way or the other but she went on, “M, you're going through the correction and decision phase linked with acceptance of the decision you've made.” I must have looked at her with a big question mark over my head. “Look Mike, you're calm, the calmest since we met in my office three days ago, we've talked here for ten something minutes and you haven't used a swear word at all in that time, have you?”

“You deciphered all the input and made a decision based on your observations, copy book really, now you're moving forward, rebuilding positivity.”

I was still not able to reply, I played that sentence through and through in my mind, I knew she had also worked out the finality of our situation and was starting to hold us at arm's length, I was back to being with Liz, she wasn't about to get in the way, it all fitted so well as a dynamic, 'moving forward', so why wasn't I happy about it?

And just like that she changed subject, “Okay, now the better news, Devon walked into my office and handed in his notice, unfortunately my boss was away so I had to deal with it. I don't think he even cleaned out his desk. I know he never went through to Admissions, I asked Liz and she said he never turned up, Alexis was fine so unless they're hiding it for Liz's benefit I don't know that she know's either. I get the distinct impression that he may well work for our friend Joseph now, he had somewhat of a limp and his right hand was heavily bandaged but when I asked him for a forwarding address he said that any correspondence could be forwarded to him at his present address, don't get me wrong it wasn't said with any form of confidence. Oh and I asked him about any recordings that may have incriminating evidence about anything on University Premises, I said I had to ask all people that left our employ and he said that due to an unforeseen car accident his phone had been destroyed. Makes you wonder what a car called 'Joe' looks like really.” we both cracked up, it was just plain funny, it didn't last.

“Also Leigh got in touch with you regards Liz finding out about our two kids right? Are you happy with what we've got planned?”

“Yeah, the only thing about that is if Liz rings between now and me getting home.”

“She won't ring, I'm pretty sure. When she said she was ringing I gave her a horrified look and said she couldn't do that, you'd probably get the shock of your life and the last thing she needed to do is have you with more hurt. I suggested She, Leigh and Paul do to you what we originally planned you and the kids do to her.”

“So you're not going to be there?”

“No she was happy knowing I'd been first to meet Leigh and we'd made the connection. As far as she knows Leigh is the only one that know's I'm her confidant. I don't even think she see's any weirdness in the fact that it's my son and your guy's daughter, she just see's it as a blessing of some kind I suspect, well from her attitude, she just seemed really, really happy over it, ya know?”

No I didn't as it was, I'd contemplated that it would probably be all right, she would accept it, but I'd not thought much about it if I was honest. We sat looking at each other, awkwardly, quickly Ginia got up and was at the door before I'd even moved, “Ok so that's me today, M, I'm busy the rest of the week but I'll give you a call round lunchtime with updates, okay hun. I'll be seeing ya, bye M.”

I hadn't said a thing, nothing, not even 'bye' as she disappeared out and away.