Chronic Masturbation

Mistress Kylie,

Hi… I’m Emma, 19, freshman in college, and I’m scared I’m ruining my life with porn. It started innocent just some vanilla stuff to get off before bed – but now I’m addicted. I skip classes to edge for hours in my dorm, panties soaked, fingers buried deep in my tight little pussy while I watch the filthiest videos. Gangbangs, BBC creampies, sissy hypno, lesbian fisting, you name it. My clit is constantly swollen and sensitive from rubbing it raw to hours of content. I’ve missed assignments because I was too busy riding my dildo in front of the mirror, pretending I’m the slut on screen getting destroyed.

At night I fall asleep with porn playing, dreaming of being passed around frat parties, cum dripping from every hole. I wake up humping my pillow, ****. My roommate almost caught me moaning loudly while watching a girl get double penetrated. I’m ashamed but so fucking horny all the time. My nipples are always hard under my shirts, and I’ve started flashing guys in the library just for the thrill. I masturbate in public bathrooms between classes, biting my lip to stay quiet as I cum thinking about being a pornstar myself.

Is this addiction destroying me? I can’t focus, my grades are slipping, but stopping feels impossible when my body craves that next hit of dopamine and wetness. I want to explore every kink maybe even film myself and send it to strangers. Please guide me, Mistress. Am I broken, or just a hypersexual college slut who needs healthy outlets?

Chronically,

Emma