The Ceremony part 1

May 16th

Oh diary last night was like a dream come true. Mom drove me to a house out in the country owned by the order with a barn out back on five acres of land. My heart raced as we walked towards the barn, inside was a man for me to castrate with a sharp dagger. "Now make sure you tug on his testicles first Michelle. Pull them as far from his body as you can. That will make his scrotum nice and tight, easier to slice off his testicles."

She continued to give me advice and also told me there will be a nurse there to administer first aid to the man after I slice his nuts off.

The combination of the grass tickling my bare soles as we walked and the thought of cutting some hapless dude's nuts off really made my bird twitch.

The barn door was open and had a pink light on right above the door. Inside the barn torhes attached to sconces on the wooden beams provide the light. Two other castratrices are in the barn. All wearing the same red robes with their hoods up and masks covering their faces. Before I got to see the man one of them gave me a mask , a full facial mask of a fox and instructed me to put it on. This and no one using names let us be anonymous as the ceremony commenced. I assume the other castratrices are mom's coworkers at her office.

I had my mask on, hood up and silver dagger. Just up ahead was an empty horse stall with a man , a naked man whose balls I was about to cut off. I hoped I didn't chicken out. I didn't want to disappoint mom....or myself.