Arc 5: Curiosity

Tags: No sex, yet

I was relaxing in the school classroom, well, relaxing as much as I could; my brain kept drifting to different things. I tried thinking of Momo and Tsuyu and Mina all back in the city handling all that legal business. Why does even Momo have to be there again? Ah, right, a lawyer and legal advice, right, right, rich kid stuff. Then there was Trivia and Sirli. Trivia definitely did it just to have a laugh at me and piss me off to kick me when I was down; he really knew how to get in my head perfectly. Then there was Sirli, talking about trusting me and seeing me as her friend. Was she really that lonely? I felt so bad for her; I wanted to maybe surprise her when I come back home. I wonder if she likes lemon pies...

But the thing that was bothering me the most was that Toru kept staring at me; sure, to everyone it looked like she was just sitting, focusing on her work quietly, but I could tell from the position of her head she was staring at me. I could sense her whole body and shape and knew she was looking at me. Maybe I should give her a warning to stop staring so much. I used my quirk as she suddenly noticed her desk changing shape and scribbled on top of it and said, 'Don't stare so much.' I erased it and quickly wrote a new thing: 'We can talk later, okay?' She really was grinding my gears too. I wondered what got her so curious about me; right, she might think I am forcing the girls, but I wasn't...

"Hey Jack," Ojiro called my attention as I turned around.

"Hm?"

"Your nose is bleeding a little too much."

"Wha?" I touched it, realizing I wasn't just bleeding a bit; I was absolutely leaking it. "Hahahah yeah, it must be a nosebleed from the fight back at Deika; it happens to me sometimes. Be right back." I excused myself to the teacher and went to the bathroom. Hurrying my step at first, and once there was no one in the hallways, I was basically sprinting. I rushed towards the bathroom, kicked open a bathroom stall, lifted the toilet seat, and opened my mouth as I puked out a large amount of blood, feeling dizzy for a moment; I was absolutely fucked up.

I thought Draw made a mess out of me, but he really fucked me up. I had to focus most of my energy on regenerating, or my wounds would start tearing up and ripping, it seems. This is what I get for rushing away from the hospital; I should've stayed two days more, and I would've been fine, but I had to rush it and try to 'save the day' back at the airport. I felt stupid right now; I really, really felt stupid.

I heard someone come in and close the bathroom stall so they wouldn't see me. However, the silence was deafening. Was the guy not going to use the bathroom? "Jack?" I recognized that voice; it was Toru.

"Fuck," I muttered. "Yes?" I responded out loud, trying to sound normal.

"Are you okay? I saw you running when I followed you."

"You don't need to follow me, Toru, for All Might's sake. I am not doing anything wrong."

"It's just that you looked troubled; is everything alright?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure?"

"YES! YES! I AM—" I stopped myself as I was shouting. What the fuck was I doing? Why do I keep trying to hide every little thing that troubles me in life? This is the reason I keep destroying everything I touch; I needed to be more honest and be more responsible about my own actions affecting others... "N-no, sorry, no, I am not okay." I opened the bathroom stall to show I had puked a lot of blood.

"Oh god, do you need to go to the—"

"No no, I— When I scribbled the stuff in your desk, I stopped healing myself, and one of my inside wounds opened up. I can heal myself right back up, but lately I have been having trouble controlling myself; my mind is a mess, and my healing is failing. It tends to be 10x better than this, but I have been so distracted."

"We can tell Aizawa to give you more time to rest."

"No, I just needed to get this off my chest. Sorry for worrying you."

"... Is there something else you want to talk about?"

"Not right now really... Is there something youuuuu want to talk about? You have been staring at me too intensely; if your quirk were heat vision, I would've been burnt to a crisp right about now."

"I d-do, but it's not proper to talk about it here."

"Why not?"

"IT'S JUST NOT."

"Okay then... After lunch?"

"If you promise to be okay, then that sounds fine to me."

"...Sure." I need to hurry and heal up whatever is messed up inside of me. I looked at Toru and stopped focusing on figuring out her shape, numbing my senses, and all my focus was now on healing myself up, and for once I just saw her as the invisible girl she was.

"Huh..." Her face was gone a blur, like a bright shine of light that I oculdn't make, I could at least see her fists, she was worried

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, for some reason, you are adorable when invisible."

"What-what do you mean?"

"I can see you, sort of remember, but I disabled that. I need to focus on putting my organs back together... Ugh, can you actually help me get to the uuuuh the medical room? I have a bit of a headache right now." Toru helped me walk as I made my way there; today was going to be an interesting day, I could already tell.

Location: Lunch Rush Cafeteria

I was for once eating by myself; Mineta was with his group, and Ochaco was for once with Izuku and Iida. It was nice seeing her have more friends, although the more I think about it, the more I realize that my friend group consists of Tsuyu and Momo and whoever they go with. I guess I could lunch with Ochaco, but I don't want to get involved in whatever they have going. I am fine eating by myself, Nemo-style and everything.

"Mind if we eat together?" I looked up to my right; I had almost forgotten I promised to talk to her at lunch.

"Right, sorry I forgot to look for you."

"Well, you were bleeding quite hard out of your nose and mouth. How are you feeling?"

"My organs were fine; the bleeding was from another thing. Right now my body is doing great, but I had to turn down other functions."

"Functions?"

"For once I cannot sense other people, so if someone were to throw a can at me, I wouldn't be able to feel it until it hits me; my skin and bones are not as hard as usual, and I am not training passively my quirk anymore."

"Passively?"

"Usually to train my quirk, even when doing other tasks, I like to change the bones in my hand to different lengths."

"That's, uh, that sounds painful."

"Sure, it's a bit gross but not painful really; that's what the training is about: doing it without anyone noticing. It helps me practice malleability and versatility, and the hardening of my body is just in case of a surprise attack; that's just the way I was taught."

"... Hmmm. Why don't you talk about your quirk more often?"

"Can't. Illegal. If I mention my or other classmates' quirks with detail, I could get expelled."

"That sounds insane."

"The biggest enemy that heroes have is information; the less informed the villain, the better. You might think you have found everything I can do with just seeing and listening to me but I have much more, I promise you that."

"Your school is very secretive; doesn't that get tiring?" How should I respond to that?

"It is tiring at times. So this is what you wanted to talk about? I can tell you all you want about this to convince you I am not a bad guy, as long as it's... not too illegal."

"I don't think I actually have questions about that, seeing what you did at Deika City and how you usually behave. Around me, I don't feel that you are doing anything wrong."

"Oh! Blind trust, that's good."

"Well, it's not blind; I just see you bonding with everyone, making friends and more than friends. And really not doing anything much."

"If it makes your concerns feel better, I actually was planning on making a hero agency with my dad but realized that my dad was up to something bad."

"That's something I am going to tell Aizawa."

"Be my guest. I want him out of my mind and life, so if he goes to jail, it's a win-win for me."

"Want to help?"

"Uuuuuh." The answer must be yes. "Yeah, of course it's the right thing to do, or I would be a very, very shitty hero, hahaha."

"Then how about this: you come to me and tell Aizawa all about this, and then we see what we can do." I might have buried my own grave there.

"Okay, but just so you know, I say the worst stuff when nervous."

"Well, trust starts somewhere, right?"

"Right..."

"...Soooooooo. "Uh, can I ask other questions?"

"Shoot, I have all day, really; I have nothing going on besides Sirli back home."

"H-how does it feel?"

"What thing?"

"You know... Stuff."

"Stuff? You mean the finger thing? Like ants below your skin."

"No, no, also gross, but no. I mean sex." I choked for a moment on my food, swallowing with some strain.

"Uuuuuh, well, it's like, when—hmmm, okay, so you feel all warm and buzzy inside, and then with love comes—no, no, I—it's like a very warm feeling when you are with someone special, and? Fuck no, that's what a weirdo would say, to be honest—uuuuuuh, shit—I really cannot find the words for this; it just feels good. It feels like when you have an itch and scratch after a long while and it feels super good? Although that sounds more like orgasm..."

Couldn't tell from her face; I was almost tempted to try and see with my quirk if she was blushing or stressed or worried or grossed out. Hard when I can't see her expression. But it was just something cute about just being able to see her clothes that brought a smile to my face, was that weird?

"I will be honest, from my experience, it feels very warm and cozy and hot; it feels like melting inside but also wet and bland, especially down there, but my brain feels at first all heavy and troubled, and when it happens, it's like all that is released, and it hits like a truck too, especially when you are able to feel the dopamine all over your whole body. That's how it feels for me."

"So it's good? For both parties?"

"Yeah, of course, most of the time. Sometimes it's bad; first times are always awkward and sweaty, and the movement is uncomfortable, like I hit my ex on the face with my shoulder the first time I did it trying to get in a position, and we had to stop there. Quite memorable but not quite as pleasurable, but the more I did it, the more normal it felt."

"It sounds not too good."

"First times are awkward half the time once more, not most, but you get nervous; it's just something that might happen, okay?"

"Do the others like it?"

"Oh yeah, that's actually something I can say with a smile." I had such a snarky smug on my face. "One good thing about being more open back at Nemo was experience."

"More open? What does that mean?"

"As in, for you know, sex."

"... That just sounds like promiscuity."

"I—I love the way you use that word because I know you don't mean it as an insult, but being so carefree about sexual relationships is not a bad thing. If done in moderation... Which I should start practicing."

"I see... Is there something really weird you have done?"

"What like a kink?" What would it be? Now that I think about it... Probably fucking Setsuna as a bunch of sex pieces, which gets slightly creepy but. "No, not really, no?"

"What about, uhm, let's say stuff in a public space hidden from sight? Would you be able to do something like that, let's say "

"Exhibitionism? Never tried it really, maybe, maybe not? I would be panicking inside."

"I see.... Well this was a nice conversation; I learned plenty. I will let you know when Aizawa wants to talk with you."

"Eh, sure? I felt like I was being interviewed, so that was fun, sort of."

"Sure! See you another time. Jack."

"See you around, Toru." She stood up and left the table in a bit of a hurry.

"Man, I should've used my power to read her expression; I really feel I did something wrong."

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