You snap back to reality

You snap back to reality, your primal urges leaving your body as quickly as they came. You see the confusion in Caitlyn's eyes, the distress etched on her face. You care about her too much to cause her this kind of pain and confusion. You need to make this right.

"Hey, Cait," you say softly, your voice gentle. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to intrude or make you uncomfortable. I just... I got carried away".

"Seeing how much you have changed, accidentally seeing you last night, has got me confused"

You stare at Caitlyn, your heart pounding in your chest. You can't believe what you just said, the words tumbling out of your mouth before you could stop them.

You let go of Caitlyn's waist and sit down on the edge of her bed, your heart pounding in your chest. You take a deep breath, trying to calm your nerves as you try to process what just happened. You feel Caitlyn's eyes on you, watching you with a mixture of confusion and apprehension.

"I'm sorry, Cait," you say softly, your voice barely above a whisper. "I didn't mean to intrude on your privacy. I just... I got carried away by the moment." You look down at your hands, your fingers fidgeting with the hem of your shirt. "I know it's not an excuse, but I can't help but feel like I've been losing control lately. Seeing your sexy body for the first time in 4 years pushed me over the edge."

She takes a deep breath, her shoulders rising and falling with the motion. "I understand," she says, her voice soft and trembling. "I know I've changed a lot since I've been away. I just... I didn't expect to be so different from the sister you remember."