Am I sick?

I think I'm not okay after a few days. I'm not doing well. Every time I look at my mom and also my sister, my head hurts, and I hear this voice, like right beside me. Also, the weird thing is that every time I look at my mom, I can stop looking at her boobs and her rocking body. The same goes for my sister.

I don't understand myself, but still, I have to ignore it, and I need to go to my job and finish it. I also forgot that a few days ago, I left the container with the chemicals they mentioned I needed to dispose of. But it doesn't matter because once I got there, no one entered the storage room since they knew that this was a messy job and didn't want their hands to get dirty. I guess I have no choice but to do it on my own.

But my head is still hurting. I immediately clean and dispose of the chemicals, but the greenish substance that spilled on me before is kind of attracting me every time I smell it. My aching head is doing fine, like I'm getting this voice much clearer, and I got this image out of my head about Ms. Jenson and the voice getting clearer and clearer, and then an accident happened again. I dropped the substance, and it got me soaked, and then there was this shattering noise when the glass container of this chemical substance dropped to the floor. I immediately heard someone entering the storage room, but that didn't bother me.

The voice keeps telling me that I have the power to manipulate anyone I desire, and then I get the clear image of Ms. Jenson was right at me, staring and holding her breast, calling me master. I hadn't noticed her since I daydreamed, and I didn't know that I was staring right into her eye.

I asked myself, "What is happening to me? I think I'm sick."