With a revelation, and a kink

“Honestly, I’ve started becoming more interested in different things… like I still love you, but when we are doing it, I picture you…. Um… how do I say this…. I can’t say it, you are going to get pissed and leave me.”

“It’s ok,” You take a deep breath. “I promise to listen to everything you have to say before reacting. You can even tell me when I can reply.” you try to reassure her that you can handle your emotions.

“Ok, I’ll try. It’s….. it’s just that… every time we have sex, I imagine you fucking someone else.” she spits outs.

“WHAT! I’ve never cheated on you! I would….”

“You promised that I could finish” she interrupts your interruption.

You compose yourself, nod and wait.

Steeling herself, and still not looking you in the eyes, she continues. “It’s just, I find more enjoyment in imagining you with someone else. Like I’m still there, but in the corner. Getting to see you give pleasure to others. Mainly, because I don’t feel like I am worthy of it anymore.” She takes a deep breath, you can see this has been weighing on her for a long time. “It’s not that I don’t love you, I just feel like I can’t keep up with what you want. And I don’t want to lose you, so I just image that someone else is having to take care of you. And… and… I guess I just don’t know what to do. You deserve more, and I can’t figure out how to give it to you.”

You pause. Wait to ensure she is done talking. She’s still slightly crying, but you feel like it is your turn. You walk over to her, and give her a huge hug. Look her in the eyes and plant the most loving kiss you can on her lips.

“Love, you are all I would ever need, I don’t need you to change. You are perfect. I’m sorry that this has been eatting away inside you.” You smile and see her calming down and starting to relax again.

But before you can finish your thoughts, she adds, “honestly, I wish you were the type of man that would take on more girls. You are so sweet, you deserve more girls.”

“Honey, all I need is you, but I get you feel this way. So what do you want. Would you rather I grow a harem of girls to see to my needs, or that your sexual kinks better align to mine so we can keep our same lives just happier?”

She pauses – and seems confused. Neither of those seems to have been things she thought were possible. Ever since she realized her kink, going back to a normal life never was an option. And a guy as sweet and caring as Jim would never bring another girl into the relationship.

But now, they suddenly seem like they could be likely. Not only likely, but she had this feeling that they were already happening. She could feel her guts turning, knowing that this was what she really wanted. But would Jim be able to accept her for it?

She gulps, and makes her choice…

(authors note – I set this choice here to provide a branch for other’s or possibly even a future path of my own. I always intended on going a certain path, but never hurts to add in future choices. If anyone wants to continue on from here, feel free.)