You plan to run away

You calm yourself and there is suddenly a flash of determination in your eyes.

(I cant sit here and keep crying. It wont change anything. The only option for me now is to run away. Didn`t a big merchant ship arrive today? I must board this ship before it sets sail tomorrow.)

You start packing your favorite dress, jewellery and a little money into a small cloth bundle and wait until everyone is asleep. At midnight you leave your room and stand in front of your residence to give it a good look for the last time.

(I will really miss my parents, relatives and friends. Will I be able to come back once I`m leaving now? I think my father will be furious if I run away from my marriage with Lord Mark…)

Tears start to form in your eyes and you are having doubts again…