Read the diary

You pick up the diary and open it to the most recent entry she must have woken up early this morning to write it.

November 21

Back home with my family finaly.  I've missed them so much of them.  The tour was a great, but it was completely insane papparazi mobbing me every day.  No matter what I do, I just cant seem avoid the scandals that end up on TMZ.  Here though I can just be myself and relax with my family.  Especially my dad.  It feels like forever since I have seen him.  I wanted just cuddle up with him imediately when I got home last night, but he was already asleep.  So... I went to my own room and closed and locked the door.  Oh man I always feel nervous writting this stuff, but I cant help thinking about it and I want to confess it to someone.