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Chapter 121 by baskill baskill

What does Jane yell out?

It´s all your fault!

"It´s all your fault!" Jane practically yells at you as she jumps off the bed.

You turn around, she´s standing tall but that´s not the aura she´s giving off as you can see her eyes glitter and her mouth trembles as she continues:

"I... I just suddenly got it, the power to do anything when I was sleeping, I don´t know why, or maybe I know but refuse to remember, but it happened while I was sleeping. And do you know what happens when you suddenly gain omnipotence, the power to do anything, to know everything when you aren't conscious?"

"Uh?" you replied clueless.

"You slip into it, become everything, you know everyone´s thoughts, whoever, whenever, you become one with everything and in the process become nothing at all. And I almost did, I felt myself disappear as I felt myself flow into everything, flow over every corner of the world, my self slipping out into everything, until I felt myself flow over our neighborhood, over your house through your room, over ... you. Then suddenly I remembered myself and I realized I didn't want to become everything, become nothing, I wanted to be myself. So I managed to stop the power from consuming me, I woke up and I had to make myself not know everything, I had to make myself forget so I would still be myself."

You stare at her kind of shocked and you can see the obvious relief as she tells you, but also she looks a little afraid as she continues:

"I´t so stupid, I practically had all of reality in the palm of my hand, but, because of a stupid guy next door, I pushed it all away, cause I couldn't help myself, about a boy who didn't care about me at all!"

"Jane..." you say before she continues a little more angrily:

"I was a little confused after waking up, I could do anything I wanted but for some strange reason I just wanted to go to my old ... friend and show him, until I realized we weren't friends, hadn't been for a long time. During the first school year, you became so weird and distant, you barely spoke to me and it´s pretty obvious why! And after messing around for a few days with my power, getting off in ways I didn't think was possible, I decided that I wanted to see you and see what you were up to, I took one peek into your mind and you thought about me exactly as I knew your would. That I wasn't very attractive, just bone thin and had an awkward face, just like I always knew you thought about me!"

As she finishes, you get a familiar headache as another memory pops into your head, it´s in third person and you are watching yourself walking with Jacob at school, shortly after you and Jane had a falling out, you can see Jane in her normal old form watch from afar as you say to Jacob:

"I´m sure glad I ditched that loser! Who would wan´t to be around someone as boring and ugly as her, It´s always such a drain to be around her, you know, finally I can meet some new people and finally be free from that awkward loser, Jane!"

Then you and Jacob laugh while unseen to "memory" you, watching and listening on an overhead walkway is Jane tearing up. You just winch as the memory forms inside your head, this new memory of a new reality that did not really happen. Originally you were just talking about how great Jane was and how you couldn't wait to introduce her to Jacob your new friend.

Jane eye´s are now trembling as her mouth continues to move despite herself obviously wanting it not to:

"I decided to ignore your thought, because you were right, I was all those things you thought, who would wan´t to be around that, but that was before, but I wanted to show you how great the new me was. I snapped myself right into school and walked into the class, I didn't want you to think I was there for you because how lame is that, so I decided to have some fun with that dumb man slut. I was so sure you wanted to be around me now, even hoped you wanted me, I was now the most gorgeous woman on the planet, but you kept denying me, and I got so mad, here I was the most powerful person in the world and you made me feel so small, so I made you pay! I never even went to that stupid English class! I just made you think I did and had, we never shared a class after the year you ditched me!"

You kind of recover from the suddenly ramming of the new memory into your head, it doesn't make much sense what she´s saying. How you thought about her in the class, you can only remember thinking about her like that that one time in class, why would you be making fun of her in that new memory, but she rejected you when you were softly asking her out and ditched you, not the other way around and then you realize it and start laughing.

How does Jane respond to that?

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