Manali notices Karim

The door to Bubai's room was wet. As soon as Karim gently opened the door, there was a "knock" sound, which was enough to distract Manali from her sleep. Manali saw Karim opening the door and standing. She rubbed her eyes and immediately asked, "Why are you here ??"

Karim pretended to be a simple boy and said, “I have come to look for you? ”

Manali looked surprised and said, “Find me !! What happened to me? ”

Karim:"No, I've been watching you since morning. I've never seen you like this before, that's why ... "

Manali: "So, what?"

Karim:"So I thought, I'll go and ask you if you're okay. ”

Without answering Karim's words, Manali suddenly spoke to Karim out of the box, "Say something, why are you calling me you? You address me by your command. I think you want to push your limits even after saying it over and over again. ”

Karim replied very calmly, "Why madam, if I call you, then where is the problem?" What do you see crossing the line? I thought I had been in this house for several days. I have taken this house and the people of the house as my own, so you say why keep it away. It's just that I can’t call master by him name. Because I don't talk much with my master much. Everything about homework is with you. So as much as I feel comfortable with you, I will not be with my master. And I think of Bubai as my own son. So I say, Manali, will you allow me to call you by name? ”

Manali could not return Karim's request. Manali thought that Karim didn't want much, he just wanted to call her informally, for which he gave a proper argument. Then what is the benefit of showing one's ego to an unemployed house servant.

Manali:"Okay, you say it, but don't say it in front of your master." ”

Karim:"Why Manali?"

Really, why did I say that you should not call me in front of Ajit? What a problem I will be in front of Ajit if you call me. I did not give him this permission for any other reason. I have only made a very simple request of a poor person. But did I unknowingly start expecting something from Karim? No no, what am I thinking! Yesterday's incident was just an accident. I could not control myself being angry with Ajit. So what happened in the kitchen this morning, but what was it? Why didn't I stop Karim even then. Why did I falsely assure him that we could meet again in the future if we had the chance? And I gave him this false assurance yesterday, but why? After all, why did I go to Karim's room last night, and flirt with him like an unfaithful woman? On top of that, I talked about all the crazy delusions with him. What happened to me? Why did I behave in such an abnormal way? I was so angry with Ajit all day today that I did not think of self-criticism on these issues. What does my body, my mind want? Why did I become an unfaithful woman overnight?