Pretty hard

“Remember this is for you own good” I said.

Lucy whimpered but didn’t argue. I placed one hand on the small of her back. I watched her naked body tense up as she tried to ready herself for the spanking. I wound my arm back but paused so she wouldn’t know exactly when I would hit her. She closed her eyes trying to hold it together as she laid naked over the towel on my lap. Finally, I brought the back of the brush down against her bare cheeks with a little less than all the power I could muster. She winced and mewled but didn’t say anything.

“I love you, Lucy.” I said waiting for her to say it back.

I held my arm up again and as she started to respond I gave her another powerful smack on her bare ass with the brush.

“I love you to-OO, LACY...” her words turning to a shout as she tried to hold back tears.

I hadn’t yet decided how long I wanted to do this for but her shout made me want to do it for a lot longer. I brought the brush down again hitting her left ass cheek and she screamed through clenched teeth. I then went and hit her on the right ass cheek and she couldn’t hold that scream. Usually it takes longer for her to go into full water works mode but I think the emotional toll of the day was getting to her just as much as the physical pain.

“There, there.” I said putting down the brush and rubbing her ass cheeks gently.

She took deep soothing breaths. Even when I spanked her before I’d never rubbed her butt but at least for now she seemed to appreciate it more than it made her feel violated.

I watched her cheeks started to turn red as I picked up the brush again and delivered another blow right on the the center of her ass. She screamed again while kicking her legs as the pain shot through her. She whimpered and I gave her another and she just sobbed as she kicked her legs with slightly less energy. I went again and her bottom was turning even more red as she barely kicked her legs and let out a low whine.

I waited for her to say something, to beg for me to stop or demand it like she usually would do before we even got this far but she just laid across me quietly whimpering to herself. I started rubbing her bottom in a gentle circular pattern and she started taking deep breaths again.

“Do you understand why I have to do this?” I asked her to drag this out longer.

“... because... I’m bad...” she moaned between sobs.

I expected her to say that she’d been bad, not that she was bad. Still I could support her and spank her at the same time which seemed to best option to meet both our needs. I stopped rubbing her behind as I picked up the brush again.

“Don’t...”

I gave her a powerful blow to both cheeks and she kicked her feet again letting out a weak sob.

“...talk...”

This time I only hit the right cheek and went as hard as I could muster and she tried to hold in a scream.

“...about...”

I nailed her left cheek with as much power as I could and she made a loud squeaking sound that was barely intelligible.

“... yourself...”

I did a quick smack in the middle of her ass with about half my strength. She squealed and sobbed.

“...like..”

I hit her with about three quarters of my strength and she screamed and kicked her legs trying to relieve the pain. I couldn’t believe she was just laying there and taking it instead of forcibly removing herself from my lap.

“...that.”

I slammed the brush in the middle of her cheeks again as hard as I could possibly go and she sobbed loudly as her whole body seemed to go limp. Her ass was now bright red and I don’t know how she’s going to sit down at school tomorrow; I imagine it will be quite uncomfortable. I finally put down the brush satisfied with my work. She sobbed for a while so I started to rub her bottom a lot more liberally but not forcefully enough to cause pain.

“You’re not a bad person . You just made some bad choices.”

She didn’t say anything and just released sobs that slowly got quieter and quieter so I just continued to rub her bare bottom now lower so I was close to her pussy. She was now just silently crying as I continued to fondle her butt cheeks. Finally, after another few minutes her crying slowed.

“Can you stand?” I asked trying to sound sympathetic.

She just nodded weakly as I helped her up by grabbing her bare hips. As she stood the small towel stuck to her pussy and thighs from her secretions and she looked down at it hanging between her legs with the most humiliated look I’d ever seen from her.

“I’m not.. it’s not...” she tried to find words to explain whatever she thought the wetness of her pussy meant to me. She was likely just terrified of me telling our mother.

It took everything I had to not make a cutting joke or remark. Instead I just pulled the cloth from between her legs and wrapped her up in a hug. My panties were probably more soaked than her crotch and legs but she would never know and instead feel like she was alone in her arousal. She began to sob on my shoulder as I rubbed the length of her back.

“It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay...” I whispered softly into her ear as she tried to accept all that had happened to her.

At first she just let her arms dangle to her sides but as the hug lasted longer eventually she began to wrap her arms around me and hold me tight.

After a few more minutes we released our embrace and her eyes were red though she had stopped crying and I looked up and down her naked body causing her to avert her eyes. The wetness between her legs was still present but for whatever reason her nipples were now soft. She was breathing easier and trying to compose herself.

“Are you okay?” I asked her trying to show concern.

“I don’t know. You really don’t think I’m bad?” She asked weakly.

“No, of course not. Lucy, if I didn’t know you could be better I wouldn’t be trying to help you find your way back.”

She smiled for a moment and then frowned as she asked a question that was apparently very important to her.

“You promise you really care?” She asked and I started to feel my heart ache as she was clearly in distress.

“I promise. One day this will be over. We just gotta get there.”

She nodded and waited for me to instruct her on what we would do next. I had promised her a normal day, except for the nudity, after her spanking so I tried to make good on my word even in the face of overwhelming temptation.