Part 5 - Like Teen Spirit

I didn’t see Emily for a while. Both of us were immediately sucked up by the normalcy of going to school, training for sports, homework, helping my dad out in the garage while he was fiddling with car engines with a minimum age of 50 years. The ranch seemed very far away, sometimes it felt just as if it didn’t happen at all, everything picking up just the way it had been before.

My parents tried to hear me out about the events at Howard’s place, and I made up some elaborate stories about horseback riding and patio BBQ’s. My sister was her usual intolerable self, going out of her way to diminish every word I said; but they were all lies anyway so it didn’t really matter. I dropped the “social studies” idea, mum was mildly enthusiastic and dad said he’d think about it. They seemed happy that I had finally picked something that I actually wanted to do.

The only difference was WhatsApp. It was silent for a few days, then the pings started:

“Jason?

“Hey

How are you?

“OK I guess

I dunno

it is weird.

“I know what you mean

you would hardly know that both places are in the same world.

“maybe they’re not.

maybe we fell down from Paradise

it was so good to be with you

to be yours

to be taken by you.

“It was amazing.

but what happened in the end?

“It was just too much

too fast

“Gotcha

you panicked

“Well, it was a bit more than that but basically, yeah

his cock was so ugly.

I really didn’t want to take it.

and everything screamed, I need to get away from here, I’m going crazy.

“It is OK

I took you too far too soon

“I guess

“So now we are home again.

no more time to be alone again.

“and I’m so sorry about that, Jason

I already miss you so much.

I miss playing with you so much

like crazy.

I just want to be with you, all the time.

“maybe tomorrow? After school?

“basketball.

“you could be sick?

“ they always call the parents

“True that

we have to be patient

“What I want you to know

I didn’t retrace my steps

Sir

I had the best time of my life there.

and maybe, just maybe, I don’t want all of it

But I certainly want more than what I had so far

“I feel so honored, Emily

that you want to give me that.

and I promise you that I will do everything I can to lead you in the right way

Sure, I may make errors along the way

but it is my only real goal to give you ecstasy

“And my God you did

I want more of it

give it to me.

“sure, girl.

we will meet again soon

we will find a time and a place

“I can’t wait!

“So did you keep your word?

“I did not

I could not

“You know which word I’m talking about?

“Yes

“So how was it broken?

“The first one came of weakness.

it was the evening of our return, in bed

my hands kept wandering to my pussy

I had to actually notice it before I remembered to withdraw it

I kept thinking of that place

and in the end, I failed to notice, and I was already halfway rubbing myself to orgasm

when I realized, I was very well aware that I was being disobedient to you.

and on one hand, it made me want to stop immediately, to remove my hand and be your obedient little girl

and on the other hand, it only made me want to rub more, to know that I would have to tell you, and you would decide on a punishment for it

I felt your eyes on me, displeased, stern, unyielding

Masculine

I knew it meant I would feel your whip again next time I met you

and it only made me feel more **** to cum

From there, it was a matter of thirty seconds

I rubbed myself so hard and fast

I knew I was being bad, yet I rubbed myself to a fantastic orgasm

A solid nine

I think I yelled out

Mum looked at me in a strange way over breakfast

“I appreciate your honesty

thank you for keeping up that rule, **I want you to tell me the truth all the time**

but of course, you did break the other rule

“I know that

but wait…

I’m not quite finished yet

I didn’t stop there

I created time holes… Homework and stuff.

and I was alone in my room, and I masturbated, and I came time after time

I figured, I was already being disobedient, and it didn’t matter anymore

and at the same time, I knew that it did

I Wasn’t having an accident

I was very consciously and deliberately being disobedient to you.

I knew what it meant, and that you would punish me for it

and I was making it worse and worse for myself

and I was thinking of you, with the whip in your hand, towering above me, shaming me, punishing me

it produced majestic orgasms

“so it has been like, three days and a bit, I guess...

How many?

“Fourteen

“That is amazing

and also, completely despicable

I can’t even begin to think what Howard would do if Marcy openly defied him like that

“lol, no

she prolly wouldn’t be able to sit for weeks

“and do you think I will be more lenient with you?

“maybe you have to

It’s not like we have a private place

where you could punish me

a whipping is a noisy thing, you know

“Absolutely

but I don’t need a private soundproof place with you

and I don’t need to postpone it either

I will punish you right here, right now

“Without even being with me?

How?