P04E11

“I really, really appreciate that, my love. It is a great way to prove your dedication. I promise you that you will not regret it. “

“It is only possible because of this place, Jason. It really feels as if we’re so far away from everything else, from everything that is normal, from everything that is… stale, and boring, and predictable, and effortless. I’m really not sure if I can keep my promise, but it is a challenge, something to really make an effort for in this place of wonder. As if I must prove my worth to be here. And that is what I want to do very much. I wish to be admitted here, and explore the ravenous pleasures. You have shown me. I wish this could be everything, that there was no other place than here, “ she shrugged: ”But I guess I am just dreaming now. “

I thought about Howard’s offer, and the social studies in the city… I was pretty sure that he was willing to extend the offer to her as well.

“It is possible. You realize that, right? If you come to live with me in this house, we can remove all those obstacles and distractions of normality. Your entire day can be lifted up to that level. Sex becomes all-encompassing. Just take a look at Marcy, that’s what your life will be.“

She seemed to shriek back only slightly, then was silent for a full minute before she replied: “I cannot decide on that now, Jason. Sometimes when I look at her, she really scares me. The level of debasement she is subjected to… I don’t think I could do that. In a way, it seems to conflict with everything I thought I was, I would probably fight so hard… But I am also fascinated and attracted, I see the deep beauty of her position. I feel so much affinity with it. “

“Like… Something you would like to achieve, no? “

“It could bring me so much… But you must understand that I am also very afraid of going there. I might lose my personality.”

“Part of it, for sure. You will be tutored into submission, and as you are, it will create a new personality which will replace the old one. You will learn to ban thoughts of decision-making for yourself from your mind. You will instead train obedience to a will outside you. Yeah, I understand your fear of it as well. “

“I don’t know how that will feel, taking on a new personality… but I suspect that it might feel pretty good. That I can liberate myself by discarding my old values. That it makes me grow as a woman, to be unafraid of anything my man may want. And when I can approach it with an open mind, not clouded by social mores, it might prove easy to discard the old, and embrace the new into my own heart as well. “

“Do you… really think you can do that?”, I asked.

“I don’t know. I realize I’m very green, that I have only taken the very first steps on this road. Marcy says I will encounter many obstacles and barriers. That there will be moments of despair, when I cannot get myself to give you what you want. But she also says that the moments when I will finally manage to break through, and take the next step on my path by overcoming those obstacles, to evolve into a deeper submission and love for you, that those moments are the most glorious victories you can taste. “

My cock started complaining bitterly about the timing of the big hump he had been promised, but I still kept him constrained from thrusting, buried deep inside her. Her words felt like a sweeter delight than any fuck could give me, and I wanted her to continue speaking, and say more about all those delicious concepts, her ambition to serve me, her desire to make me the sun that her tiny planet would revolve around.

She seemed to sense how eagerly I drank all her words, how they pleased me, and how it fulfilled her to please me: “So yeah, I’m green. This will not work in a few days or a few weeks. I will need time, a lot of time. And I understand that when I’m not ready yet, but you are, you will seek out someone else to share the experience you want. It will just motivate me to work harder to cast away my reservations and truly become yours. There’s just one thing I want to ask you, Jason.“

“Two things.”

“Huh? What do you mean?”

“You already asked me not to hide it from you. Now there is a second thing.”

She smiled sheepishly, then said: “Yeah, I guess. A second thing. Don’t neglect me. I am ready to give you all this, and do everything you want, as long as I can shower in your attention and appreciation. When you don’t give me that, when you can’t give me that, I’ll suffocate in sadness, but I will leave you. Make me feel the excitement, make me feel your desire, and I will follow you to the end of the world. Keep it from me, and you lose it. “

I replied by giving my dick just a handful of slack. It started the tiniest of thrusts, retracting barely more than half an inch from full depth, then reverse to fill her up to the hilt again. It wasn’t even really a fuck, just a gentle rubbing of her innermost slit with my boner acorn. Yet she moaned, and closed her eyes.

In a dreamy voice, she said: “Please, Jason. Fuck me good. Make me cum for you. I know you want to, and so do I. Just go ahead and do it. Please, I need it… right now.”

If there was one thing I had learned from Howard, it was that you should never give a girl what she asked for, without getting some sort of leverage back from her. The impulse to start ramming into her right there and then was almost irresistible, but I still managed to restrain myself to get one more concession from her. I kept the micro-fuck going deep inside her, and I said: ”Howard will be back in a few hours. He will be curious about what happened today. Do you agree to come down to the living room when he returns, and speak to him about it?”

Her eyes flashed wide opened, and a blush ran across her cheeks as her automatic defense mechanisms locked into place. She stammered; “Your uncle!? I couldn’t… how could I… “

I continued relentlessly: “And you will be as honest to him as you have been with me. You will answer his questions in detail, and you will listen to his comments on your story.”

I continued my lazy, lewd massage of her inner cleft. I felt her thighs tremble underneath me. It was clear that no matter how much she feared such an interview, it also aroused her. She couldn’t wait much longer, she was **** for my full fuck now.

She cast down her eyes when she replied: “If you think I am ready for that, then yes, Jason. I will do my utmost to bear his curiosity, and satisfy it, if that is what you want me to do. I will cast aside my anxiety and my shame, and do it… for you. If that is really what you want me to do.”

“It is. “

I had implicitly promised to reward her if she agreed, and now I did. I withdrew my dick from her until the acorn was barely between her labia, held it there for just a second, menacing, promising, then thrust back deep into her in a gush of power, and started repeating that again and again. As my long and deep fuck developed, her eyes rolled in her face and I don’t think she was aware of the level of her own moaning. I was doing the right thing to her.

I had developed my skills over the last week, so I didn’t come anymore at the slightest gust of wind; I had some staying power by now. She came pretty easily, and I dismounted her; I watched her face in admiration and affection as the orgasm slightly subsided within her.

I just gave her a minute rest before entering her again. She moaned and gasped when I did, and it didn’t sound like a complaint at all. I fucked her faster this time, but less deep. She jolted. She subsided. It took a bit longer before she came again. This time I just kept fucking her when she did, increasing the speed a bit right through the afterglow of orgasm, rehornifying her immediately, like Howard had taught me. It was the right thing to do. My own orgasm started looming as I grabbed her arousal from the fall of release, and turned it around to lead her right back into ecstacy. I wanted her to experience it, to live it. She was in a state of bliss now, sunk in a haze of moaning and shivering, unable to resist me even if she had wanted to. And I don’t think she did.