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Your arousal is indeed beyond anything you have ever felt. It is like you have never felt desire before. You have a need to take her. It feels like there are nothing more important than this opportunity. But another part of you, one that is a human one, still remembers that **** is a horrible act. Furthermore, it suddenly hits you: both her irrational aggression and this pure terror you of hers, which you can almost smell, tell you that she has experienced something similar...

"You were **** recently, weren't you?" You ask softly, still keeping a tight grip.

"Yes, piece of shit!" Looks like she jumps from fear back to aggression falsely believing that she is doomed "You'll get a used piece of meat!" One thing can be said for sure, mental health of this woman is damaged "Dozens of dicks were there. And I don't care if you'll add yours there. One more, one less, what the difference?" A short, barely noticeable sob proves that her words are simply untrue.

"I am... so sorry" You do feel sorry for what this girl may have experienced. You feel like you should have understand the reason of her hatred of men. You release her trembling body and make a step back

She jumps back on her feet almost immediately facing you. Her face is still in anger but you can clearly see tears in the corners of her eyes "So, are you a...?" The tone she uses hints that she was planning to say something nasty but after her eyes meet yours she goes silent, as if she understood your true emotions. "Thank you" she says softly after a long pause.

"I am an idiot. I should have understood. I shouldn't have attacked you like this, I should have..."

"You would be dead in that case" Tomi interrupts you with a strangely calm tone. "I still don't understand why you have stopped. You wanted me and..." she throws a short glance at your groin "probably still do"

"I am not a ****. I am so disgusted of myself for even considering doing that." You answer feeling a strong urge to cover your tent in your pants. "I never felt anything like this. It was like I stopped being a human being for a moment"

"Every male, who I met since this shit began, stopped being a human being permanently" Tomi sighs. Expression on her face clearly shows that she have remembered very unpleasant things and you don't even want to think what it could be "You are different. Maybe I can actually trust you."

"I am not sure that I can trust myself. What if I'll be unable to hold my urges next time? You can't even imagine how much I wanted you."

She gives you a sad half smile "I think I can't even imagine how is to want someone at all. " She puts her palm on her chin thinking about something.

"I think I better leave now" You say failing to find something smarter to say.

"Can you promise to treat me with respect?" Tome suddenly asks with a hint of... shame in her voice.

"What do you mean?" You ask failing to understand why she asks that.

"I am tired surviving alone. Should you help me, I may give you what you need from body. Just... I just want you to always remember that I am a person, not... something else." She looks away from you in obvious shame of whoring herself.

"Tomi..." You step closer to her and even bring your hand to her face but stop understanding that she is unlikely to like any kind of touches "If you want us to stay together, I'll agree and I don't want any payment but our partnership. "

"You said yourself, that you are not sure that yo can control your urges." She answers still looking away from you. "It will better for both of us if you'll do it before you snap.

"Well, I have an urge to ****, you have an urger to ****. We should be a great team" You joke and your crude joke actually makes Tomi laugh for a short period.

"Let's warn each other when our urges become to strong, OK?" It is the first time when you hear true friendliness in her tone.

"OK. Are we a team now" You answer with a smile.

"And still. You need a release." Tomi says stubbornly "Let me give you a blowjob as a way to thank you for everything. Don't worry, I'll manage it. This isn't even a true sex"