No

This time the need is too strong. This time you can't stop yourself. Before you even realize it you've already ditched all your clothes onto the floor and are soaking the dildo in your saliva. This one is not as thick as some of the previous ones, which turns out to be a blessing. You lay face down on the couch and prepare yourself before shoving it into your anal passage.

You can't help but scream, the pain is severe and it nearly brings you out of your dildo-crazed-state. But the need to continue is so strong that you bite down on your lip and continue on, and begin stroking your asshole with the dildo, fucking yourself with it. The whole time you are telling yourself this isn't gay because its just you.

The pain begins to dissipate and your cock begins aching for release. You find yourself reaching underneath you and pulling at your cock, stroking it in sync with the phallic object in your ass. And then the orgasm comes, and your spilling your seed all over your stomach and the couch. And the orgasm is amazing, one of the best you've ever had. It's so intense that you fall asleep almost immediately after, the dildo still in your ass.